LAlaLa!

2008-04-06T14:51:00.001+08:00

2008-01-25T20:46:00.000+08:00

All things happen for a reason.
What a stupid phase. Like duh right?
Who doesn't know that?

Not that people don't know,
just that they don't realised.

Certain things are in place now and it might be best not to change it.
I am not turning back.

So, now do you understand why?

2007-12-17T19:26:00.000+08:00

[Edited]
From now on,
I am going to lead a normal life like the others do.
I am not going to be nocturnal anymore.
Always sleeping at 7a.m. and waking up at 6p.m.
Isn't school going to start soon?

If not for school,
I would have cleared more shows.

So long, Dramas.
I love you.
But I can't be accompanying by your side anymore.
I have my life to lead.
The days with you, I wouldn't forget.
Will you wait for me?
It all sounds so wrong.

No.
I am abandoning dramas not for school.
For Charlieo7.
Because I love them even more that I can't disappoint them anymore over stupid things.
Should I say this?
I really love you Charlie07.

2007-12-14T12:53:00.000+08:00

I am a hopeless case.

Please either;
1) Kill me,
2) Ignore me or
3) Save me.

Please do not leave me as what I am now.
Your help is greatly appreciated.

2007-12-11T14:33:00.000+08:00

We really needed a PDS intensive this week.
Really thanks a billion for snr asilah's help.

I officially betrayed AP and got my ally.
Sorry ryhan, wendy and gracia!
OH gosh, feel damn guilty but i really love my ally.
My ally is the one who asked, "coffee, tea or me".

Anyway charlie's so united, I will reply the original allies confidently that we wouldn't break up because of this!

Hey look.
Maybe I should reconsider, being a guy would be much more better.
If I had chance to change the fact,
let me be a dashing, genius boy,
I want to fall in love with a gorgeous, stupid girl.

That's it.
Forget all that had happened, it's all under my draft,
hack into my account to view it.

2007-11-24T21:54:00.000+08:00

Did TEN DAYS just passed like that?

Oh my gosh! YES!
I am Q&A-ing by myself!
HAHAHA!

Okay, I will stop being stupid and get to the point.
Let's take a look back at the things in the past few days.

I was MIA-ing.
Stop thinking that it's because of Pokemon!
Actually, partly, yes(!!!)
But.
_________________________________

(Went away from topic)
OH! About Ms Ho's Wedding on the 18th!
That solemnisation ceremony was great!
Though it was abit bad because we thought that there would be food.
But well, CONGRATS MR & MRS ONG!

As usual, Charlie would dress up like, uh...

The dresses people!

The handsomes!

The unclassified!

And Ana completely spoiled the whole group photo-_-'''
We took all these photos in the Baby Changing Room.
HAHA.

And then we set off!!
(Ma'am Ho's wedding is at Sentosa)

Climbing slopes in heels is bad.

Such a beautiful scene.

Finally, we reached!

When we first spotted her=D

Look at them! HAHA.

So blissful!

Having our own silly fun.
______________________________

(Still unwilling to go back to topic)
What's next?
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYHAN MOHD YAZID! (belated)

I know your birthday was on the 21th.
(Oh gosh! Like how many freaking days already.)
But please don't blame a person like me who has been away from civilisation for so long!

And I look forward to going out with you on ... (a particular day?)
I LOVE YOU DEAR=D

AND

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FADLIAH!(belated)

Your birthday was even long ago! HAHA.
And you must forgive me!

Next year, let me be there for you dear.
I won't let you be lonely, sad or whatever.
In respond of the first picture;
I LOVE YOU TOO!

Hey you two babies!

I am more senior!
YAY!
HAHA=D
___________________________

Now, it's time for Pokemon!
Yes, I admit when I was MIA-ing,
Those Pokemon was accompanying me.
Gosh, ~~I must have been mad~~.
And I am very grateful that my Charlizard, Lapras, Graveller, Mr. Mime, Pikachu and Dragonite. (And of course the pidgeot who brings me flying from one place to another)
Without them, I really don't know what to do.
So what did I do with them?

In the world of Pokemon, the greatest honour is to defeat the Elite Four and become the Pokemon Champion. (It may sound stupid)
Then I trained the Pokemon with potential and with particular types.
I worked towards my aim.
So I started training my party Pokemon all to level 70. (It's hard work okay?)

Then went to Celadon Dept. Store to stock up on the potions, revives and stuffs.

HAHA. Look at my CASH$$$$

And I set off to battle Elite Four at the Indigo Plateau(!!)

The first trainer, LORELEI! (She's pretty!)

And after that, I got all nervous!
And so, I just concentrated on the battles and...
NO SCREENSHOTS!
But what happened after that was PURELY EXCITING!
The battle with Bruno (the super HOT guy),
Agatha (the old woman who insulted my beloved Prof. Oak),
Lance (the good-looking guy),
And finally,
Gary (my handsome rival who beaten Elite Four before I did).
Damn it.

AHAHAHAH!
But I beaten him also!
(With the help of eyecandy, the professional Pokemon walking encyclopedia)
YAY!

However, because the version I am playing is Leafgreen, THE GAME IS NOT OVER YET!
I will still have to go Johto after completing Kanto.
Then battle Elite Four (wave two) AGAIN!
I really want to go Hoenn and Sinnoh also!

STOP!!!!
I'm getting all excited over Pokemon?
Ah? Yes.

Whatever.
Such a long freaking speech.
AND THE PICTURES ARE OVER FLOODING.
____________________________

Camp is on this Monday to Wednesday.
I'll be busy those days (but not about the main point).
So I'm not going to bother about the things that I am not allocated with.
Still...

Anyway, the primary six got back their results!!
Dearies, please come to crescent and join ncc!!!
~~I am not desperate.~~

Tell me please,
How am I going to spent that days? (the days, damn obvious)

2007-11-14T18:40:00.000+08:00

Another post with just words.
Words really blind my eyes.
That's why I can't read long.
And so I have perfect eyesight.

This few days was love for me.
Not boring as usual, but very busy.

Among the many days;

Lessons were scoldings from Ms Ho,
(I admit I was at fault)

Pokemon became a stranger for me,
I got into the remote islands after defeating Blaine!
Then I cannot go back to the Pokemon island..
The PCs at the remote islands cannot reach out to the main Pokemon island.
Thus I cannot switch out or in my other Pokemon.
The worst part is that there are many trainers at the remote island and the level of my party Pokemon are already very high.
Help! Pokemon is my life!

Went out with eyecandy to Vivo City.
How can she be so nice?
HAHA. YES! She is very nice.
She bought me a new pair of Havaianas!
(And the prawn mee was mama mia!)
Just that I wore like I am attracting fashion police.

Shiyu's birthday party by her part was fun!
We played "Blob-Blob" (inside game).
And Constance and Ryhan tricked me into drinking cordial without water,
So I've got a sorethroat!
Now, shouting or talking loudly makes my cough like crazy
Then we played hide-and-seek and shiyu taught me and ryhan how to suck nectar from the flowers=D
Damn cool!

Went out with Constance to HANS Cafe,
The food was simply delicious.
I ate Linguine Alfredo......! (Gosh! I forgot the full name.)
Can see that I ate that for the name right?
HAHA.
Then Constance ate some Black Pepper Steak.
I think we must have been piggies=D
We practically ate non-stop.
After all the main course, soups, toasts,
we went on with pastries.
YO Constance! We must remember the pact that we made okay?
It's only until this sunday!
Then we swopped and accidentally wore different coloured havaianas home.
Don't worry, let it be the latest trend, like the ankle purse hah. HAHA.

I am going to sacrifice my Pokemon time for something I am going to send as a Charlie Messenger=D
Time will do everything.

2007-11-10T13:18:00.000+08:00

The 8th, 9th, 10th day without gracia. Rainy, Blazing hot, Windy with light showers.

I didn't choose to forget the things that had happened.
Somehow, I just don't remember what that had happened anymore.
They are not big issues.
However it kinda affected me.
Or was I just being moody?
I don't know.

PARTNER! YOU ARE COMING BACK TODAY!
Like Finally.
I REALLY MISS YOU MANY MANY!
Days without you at activity was really bad.
However, thank you, because I really need to learn being independent.
(No need to read between the lines, dear)
I LOOK FORWARD TO SEEING YOU AGAIN!

Look at her!
No, No, not partner!
BUT THE BIRTHDAY GIRL!
Happy birthday SHIYU!

She is so strong!

But I still think she is cuter when she is young.

And she loves being unglamorous.

Yo!
Thank you darling.
Thanks for always being there to lend me your ear when I am feeling down, bored or even high.
I really treasure a lot as a good friend and a platoon mate.
Even though we always fight over stupid things,
But you know how much I really love you.
You are now 15 already.
So don't act like a big child anymore!

Smile dear!
Don't be so fierce!
I want you to be as cute as you were last time!

2007-11-07T19:31:00.000+08:00

Oh Yeah!
Let me clarify something.
I am straight, NOT a psycho and I don't eyecandy gracia like crazy.
It's just purely PARTNER LOVE okay?
Yes okay!

Still,
It's the 7th day without gracia. Cloudy

I totally went for E Math Lesson today.
Then made a purse with the materials bought.
Theresa helped and did a nice job with the zip.
Thanks theresa!
I think YJ's one was nicer.
It's smaller and looks cuter then mine.

I decided NOT to be a bimbo.
Anyway bimbos need to be pretty.
And I don't want to be stupid.
Oh yeah.
I am going to be MAN!
Lalala.

Today's souvenir making,
Next activity's souvenir making.
Gracia, if you were there,
perhaps it would have been better.
Let me brainstorm for more about friday.

Away with the troubles for now!
Today, there is time for pokemon!

2007-11-06T21:20:00.001+08:00

The 6th day without gracia. Relatively Rainy.

Being home is the best.

I started off with self-study in the morning.
It was somewhat great.
The foodplan worked out quite well.
YJ cooked delicious spaghetti while I made sausages, which are chao ta.
Then we did A Math homework.
And, by accident, I stared at this place.

Wendy, Ryhan, do you remember what happened here?

Then made this with theresa.
I think we were really bored.
HAHA.

Geography lesson next.
I think, I kinda paid attention.
Isn't that a YAY?!
But too bad my present girlfriend abandoned me.

Then went Spotlight at Plaza Singapura to buy materials for...
Guess what we are making?

These are the materials we bought.

Then,

See our halo?

We were piecing up words. But YJ wasn't ready.
HAHA.

Was the second one better?

Or the third?
But the words in picture is clearer. Undeniable.

Went shopping after that.

I think this is pretty.
Of course NOT me lah!

My future girlfriend=D

Then we saw really cute panties,
so we bought three similar patterns each.
Damn funny.
You should have seen the kind of motherly look YJ has when she was choosing for me.
HAHA.

Met Venus, the responsible treasurer, at tiong to take money from her after that.
I am not so mean okay?
Took the money to buy orientation materials.
I completely wanted to get angry at popular!
There wasn't most of the things that I wanted to get and I was really pissed.
See?
Gracia, I need you by my side!
But, I wasn't useless okay?

I've got the things=D

A whole day without pokemon was really bad.

2007-11-05T23:24:00.000+08:00

Still the 5th day without gracia.

It's all about pokemon!

Some scenes I would like to share.

Look!

I am finally riding a bicycle!

And I totally agree what he said.

This is what he said when I've beaten him.
HAHA.

This is ~~beloved~~ Gary.
He is actually my rival in the game.

Don't you also think Gary Shuai Dai le!

But he very mean to me!

HAHA.
Thats all!

2007-11-05T17:06:00.000+08:00

The 5th day without gracia. Mostly Cloudy.

Here goes my boring life.

It rained heavily last night and the rain only ended early this morning.
Rainy day sucks.
The ground would then be full of mud the next day.

I almost tired ponning school today.
Luckily I didn't.
Oh yeah.

Miss Chua is our new A Math teacher and personally, I think she is really good,
Considering that she has to take over all the mess that Mr Choy left behind.
Our foundations, attitude and everything else.

Then officially skipped E Math and went for self-study.
I think the school is abit ___.
Make us do 24 hours of self-study in school by ourself.

Self-study today was fun! Like finally.
Chatted with yejing throughout the 3 hours 30 minutes.
It is about serious things.
So I don't really feel guilty spending my time like this.

I am going to make sure that self-study tommorow would be great, I hope.
With all those food we are going to bring.

Pokemon is my latest addiction.
If there is no school, everyday once I am awake, I'll play pokemon till I sleep.
And I even forgot to watch my favourite show because of playing pokemon.
Not toot okay!
Oh yeah, before I go and play pokemon till 4 a.m. like yesterday,
I feel so much like scolding some people.

All restricted words are backspaced.

It's time for pokemon!

[edited]
Now technology is so advance that even you are talking to me now when you are in hangzhou, Gracia.
I still wanna tell you, BE BACK SOON!

2007-11-04T12:41:00.001+08:00

So disappointed.
I am back to being lazy and useless again.

These few days I've been playing Pokemon like crazy.
I realized it.
But its really hard to stop playing.
HAHA.

Thursday
The 1st day without gracia. Rainy.
Officially pon all lessons!
YEAH!
Then went senior's house to watch Cadet Kelly and Army Daze.
And the food which senior cooked is really nice.
HAHA.
I believe that she cooked it!

Then home.
If gracia went too, perhaps everything would be more fun.

Friday
The 2nd day without gracia. Sunny, Windy.
Went to school like normal days.
And spent the rest of the day playing pokemon.
Will gracia play pokemon?

Saturday
The 3rd day without gracia. Sunny.
Attended A Math tuition first instead of E Math.
Sorry Mrs Gek, Totally confused you.
Oh yeah, sat with this hardworking girl.

Then went for E Math tuition.
And sat with my girlfriend.

And Ibu behind me.

They are having a serious consultation. Shh!

Look at my platypus! He has got a new name.
Constance named him Seth Cohen. HAHA.

Remember that I said he was lost before?
Joanne was the one who found him back!

I realised that this was the "cockroach".
Damn real.

Then went Yishun Safra.
And Seth was bored there.

Then went northpoint.
I hope gracia was with us.
And then home sweet home.

Sunday
The 4th day without gracia. Sunny.
Spent the whole morning playing pokemon.
And will continue to do so.
Such a failure.
If gracia was here, will she scold and correct me?

2007-10-31T19:27:00.000+08:00

It's all a game against maluation.
And I totally lost the game through movement.
I should have known better through silence.
May as well.
May as well.

Isn't it good?
At times, we might not have to win.
Losing made us discover more.

Yes, I did.
As I walked past that old route I used to take.
I wonder.
Do you still live there?
Or do you even live there?
(It's not you)

I am crazy.
I think I am blabbering crap.
HAHA.

Today's fine.
I did cleaning up somewhere for you guys.
And I found DEAD+FLAT+DECOMPOSING+STICKY cockroach.
EWWW!
And don't expect much
because how much can I do within half an hour?
I think the best I can hope for is that it doesn't get dirtier.
Okay, crap again.

Revolving around that topic,
Hey you, I've done the plan already.
So naughty, never tell me about it at all huh?
HAHA.
It's okay lah!
Just tell me earlier if there is a next time.

Partner went Hangzhou for some exchange program
Such a great holiday dear!
I will surely miss her.
Be back soon dear!

At least today was better.
(if not for losing the game)

2007-10-29T18:59:00.000+08:00

Hello Brownie!
Careful where you are touching!

Oh wells, I thought
At least I've had it for once.
It's ~~not~~ enough.
Forget about it.

It's REALLY HOLIDAYS!
that I have to return to school everyday for lessons.
What a Joke!
But I really love lessons.

Saturday
Amath and Emath Tuition in school.
A typical lesson that was supposedly a "tuition".
"Hello Ms Chua, Is it okay to change my slots for both tuition lessons?",
I pleaded with her.
Xiangliang, Constance, Nita and Joanne was in the other slot!
I was supposed to work hard with Joanne on Math and do well next year!
But Never mind!
Like what Ms Chua replied me, I can concentrate better!

Home after tuition and met this pretty lady on my way home.
She told me she was from Taiwan and she had lost her way,
So I brought her to the bus stop and made sure that she knows how to get to the place she wants.
She's really pretty.
Oh yeah, that's my day.

Sunday
Finally I get to go HANS Cafe with my family!
I have been wanting to go there.
The food there is really commendable.
Really Nice.
Had Ice-cream fight with my sisters and I guessed the winner must have been my younger sister hah. HAHA.
Then we walked and shopped around that area.
Then I spoiled my Pumps!
Shoes with low heels are really loved but when they are spoiled,
You know how irritating they can get.
It was my fault.

The day was marvelous.

Monday
Decided to drop Biology.
I am staying out of it.
Just passing it would not be enough.
Distinction is necessary.
So why waste my time when I even have difficultly passing it?
Good decision?
Guess I have to say goodbye to all those biology enrichment books and textbooks brought.

It was Chinese in the morning.
Then rotting time which was supposedly biology.
Then the English persuasive whatever course,
which the school had hired Caucasian teachers.

My teacher came from Australia.
Okay, cool.

Someone found my PLATYPUS back!
Thank you very much that someone!

However,
Life's really getting boring.

2007-10-26T00:37:00.000+08:00

~~TODAY'S THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!~~

Holidays don't really meant what they said.
I can tell you what is on their mind.
It's just all those stupid boring lessons and homework.
It just stole my holidays far away from me.

Did I just typed "stupid boring" lessons?
I was supposed to be changed for the better and I should love studying.
I really love studying nowadays.
And I was supposed to be demure and civilized.
WHATEVER.

It's some bloody person's fault.
Damn rude.
I just fucking got pissed at looking at those text.
Some people just don't know what is meant by respect.
OH, yes, WHATEVER.

Before I got pissed,

STUDYING AT BK, ORCHARD!

My Fish Burger!

Xiangliang's CheeseBurger!

Wendy's Chicken Burger!

Believe us, we were really studying.
There we go=D

And until 9 p.m.

Then home after my fickle mindedness!

The word "global warming" somehow just got stuck in my head.
Got influenced by Ms Saifa accidentally.
Amazingly, I paid attention to the (muted, with subtitles) Global Warming movie.
Therefore, it's so stuck in my head.
Get it out!
What can I do even though I care about the Earth?
One person can't exactly do much.
The fact that I am typing these words now are actually already contributing to the depleting of the ozone layer, in one way or another.

So, I told a lot of these theories on the way home to xiangliang and wendy.
But obviously, they were not that interested.
HEY THERE!
This is such a hot issue.

But since everyone is NOT caring.
Nevermind,
We can all just get skin cancer caused by the heat waves, heat stroke or whatever crap,
Then Die together.

This will happen anyway.

Have it your way.

2007-10-24T23:37:00.000+08:00

HOW'S SCHOOL?

Are you asking me?
Are you really asking me?
Are you sure that you are really asking me?

On the account that we are so close and you are so sincere,
I've decided.
It's all a secret.

I DO love secrets.

The topic went to Pluto already.
Damn Diao.
Come back topic!
Come back!

School's fine=D
~~Oh, so cliche.~~ HAHA.

It had been the same.
In fact more lessons held for us because we are the next batch of people taking the O's.
All kinds of Extra Lessons and bridging courses,
and the homeworks that piled up all the way to the atmosphere.
~~Why not the sun? Can burn up all my homework=p~~
Lessons...

And not going down for recess had been a great torture for me.
But I believe I can withstand the temptation to spend and eat.
I must stop spending too much!

I MUST BE LIKE PARTNER!
Gracia's such a pro.
She had a perfect plan to control her own spendings and she really follows it.
So disciplined.
And she told me that if I caught her eating or spending unnecessarily, I can scold her! ~~YAY, rare chance!~~

And I had really been following strictly to my rules of Dos and Don'ts.
But ~~unfortunately~~ opps!, I still didn't manage to control myself well,
I was being a bad girl and I went out with Michelle and Yejing to town for lunch.
But I didn't regretted it at all.
We had fun doing window shopping!

But why "window"?
I am damn broke recently!
Wait till when I am loaded then say!

Anyway, finally decided to not torture my hair with rubberbands,
And so decided to get this plain black purse hairclip.
it was really nice!
Just that, I accidentally dropped it hard on the floor and,

"piang" went the clip.
SAD!

Guess, it is all fated.
Good luck my dear hair.
I hope you would be fine.

Farewell for today.

2007-10-24T23:27:00.000+08:00

Isit 23th October today?
I know it is not, sadly, so,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MUM!
I LOVE YOU!
You know how much I care for you so words aren't enough to express.
And since words aren't enough to express,
I shall not say it here.

As long as you know it.

2007-10-24T21:07:00.000+08:00

Student's Leader Camp!

Stayed in the Language room during the camp.
The place was certainly a nice place to sleep=D

The first day was Amazing Race.
The Event that I dreaded the most.
Why?
HAHA, Because I can't cycle!
GO ahead!, Laugh all you want.

Everyone was required to go onto their bikes for the search for things and take pictures of it.
But all was not lost!

I became the "walking people".
It was not actually that bad as it seemed.
We walked for 3 hours but really had a lot of fun through the whole process.

In the race, there was a clue " build a sandcastle half the height of you"
And so we, the "walking people" were given the task to build the sandcastle.
Thus we spent " ten thousand years" pilling up the sand.

But in the end, there was actually a "ready-made" sandcastle there for us to take photos of.
So...
But, nevertheless, BRONTE!
Yeah! We've got THIRD.
Not bad though.

After that, WE HAD A SUMPTUOUS BUFFET DINNER!
Then planning for some performance, something like cadets night.
The performance were really all very interesting and funny!
And we were allowed to play hard and sleep at 2a.m. provided that we wake up at 6a.m. the next morning.

Morning exercise was really "wakening", but I didn't really wake up.
Too tired you see=D

After breakfast, it was all about talks on leadership and discipline.
And DISMISSED!

After that,
Went to IKEA with xiangliang and shiyu for lunch.
And dear gracia pangseh us!

Then home!

2007-10-19T00:28:00.000+08:00

Perhaps you shouldn't be here.
Please stay away for a while.
Please Don't read on.

~~This is the first time...~~
I don't know how should I put it.
I lost my courage to do anything.
I really hate myself for such a lousy beginning.

I thought I promised not to cry over my results.
I thought I told myself that everything would turn out fine.
I really thought so.

This is the first time I felt so guilty facing my parents.
When I am beside or looking at them, I would keep extremely quiet.

For instance, I would be going for a camp tomorrow.
Every time when I go for camps or some other things,
I would go to them for extra allowance.
But this time, I dared not request anything.
I feel that I owe them too much.
How much have they done for me?
And what results have I showed them?
I am so hopeless.

I don't even think I would have the mood to go for the house leader camp tomorrow.
Can I just not go?
LaLaLa, Wait!
I still haven't master cycling!

When will all these troubles end?

To someone out there,
Hang in there and perservere, we'll all be there for you.
We really love you from the bottom of our hearts.
But please don't repeat all of this again,
Chances do not come easy.
We'll still love you.

2007-10-17T17:52:00.000+08:00

How should I react?

Today wasn't a non-productive day.
In fact I liked today a lot.
Except for the worrying part of my marks.

~~I didn't pon school again today.~~
I overslept.

Ask me why I am so troubled recently.
I am not unhappy nor sad,
just purely troubled.
Over too much things that had confused me mad.

Dear Fadilah helped me with my exams results.
And I came to know of it.
My mum was beside me, so I just kept smilling.
I told myself to be optimistic.
There is still six more.
Maybe I will pass my English?
Maybe everything would turn out fine.

Though even I don't believe in my thinking.
But I am not going to cry over my results.
Like what Shiyu always said, "Don't cry over spilled milk".
What done really cannot be undone.
I really wish all the best to myself.

I went jogging just now.
Was completely just in a daze.
I kept running, kept running without a route or even a destination.
Guess what?
I even ran to Wendy's house.

In the past, I often think retaining is quite bad.
You'll waste one year studying the same topics again.
However, if you look at things from another angle,
It might not be a bad thing after all.
Your foundation would be better.
After all, the goal would still be the same.
O' levels.

But still, I hope I'll get promoted.

Let me be random for a while, Please?
I love radiation!

2007-10-16T19:49:00.001+08:00

It's school again.

YeeWaiHan Attended Chinese, Geography, Emath and English today during lesson.
~~Her mind was elsewhere.~~ HAHA.
~~I was simply dozing off.~~
Maybe because I watched dramas the whole of yesterday from the time I woke up till I slept.
I feel that my perfect eyesight might be disappearing soon.

Then left school early at 12.30 to Bukit Timah,
To help Shiyu's part paste checkpoints for the orienteering training.
There were lots of Mosquitoes, but it was really fun though boring=D

Things couldn't have gotten so coincidental.
There goes my head.
-sighs-

Then we went Jurong Entertainment centre to have our lunch,
then Home!

As, I've promised some bad people;
Here's my head!
Go hang it anywhere you all want!
The content below might be a little gross,
children below 12 are advised to not scroll down=D

I apologise for the bad quality=D

LaLaLa...

2007-10-15T22:06:00.000+08:00

[edited]

It's finally today!

Haven't been blogging about things that had happened on one single fateful day.
It's has always been "Saturday", "Monday", etc.

Had been watching a lot of shows recently.
Really a lot.
That I had mixed up all the plots to shows, Yet I still remember them.

Shows like,
"The last breakthrough",
"Metamorphosis",

"Heart of Greed",

"Romantic Princess",

and a lot.
And so much, so much more, that I really wanna watch.
For example, "KO one",

"The X-Family",

"Devil beside you", "It all started with a kiss" and a lot.
I really don't know why.

Watching them, sometimes you will really forget about your own troubles.
And you will worry for the characters in the show.
However, as time passes, you'll soon realise that actually you'll still have to face all your problems.

Tell me what should I do.
I think I am going crazy soon.
So much things I want to say,
But must be kept within me.

I worry about a thousand things.
And listing it here would be a bother.
But who cares anyway?
Let me figure it out myself,
So smart, who knows I would really solve all of it.
Hee Hee.

Look on the brightest side of life!
I'll wait for time to help me solve things.

Watching Heart of Greed recently,
Such a pathetic family.
It personally feel that the plot was really great.
Alfred.
Oh yeah, who's he huh?
TADA!

Heard that he's going to died in an accident in the later part of the show.
Oh, sad=(
But I am still angry over him dating two persons at a time,
SUCH A FLIRT!
But still,
Alfred!

BYE!

2007-10-15T11:47:00.000+08:00

Saturday!!

Student leaders camp is this friday!!
And there is this expedition where we need to ride.
HOW?

Went to gracia's house with the intention to learn cycling.
Then xiangliang suntanning=D
HAHA.

Yes, I did learn cycling, not mastering it though.
So expected=D
We ended up swimming.

Such a nice day.

Then we wanted to produce a Elmo family story.
The first video was accidentally deleted by xiangliang.
The second video was kinda screwed.
The third video ran out of memory space.
The forth video was not recorded.
HAHA.

Yo! Watch the clips!
~~First~~=D
Second!

Third!

Fourth!

2007-10-12T23:50:00.000+08:00

Thursday

Marking day is officially over.
Boo...

School's like boring.
Attending ~~stupid~~ talks all day.
But luckily there's NCC activity later to make up for it.

Went to Queensway there to buy gold paint for making souvenirs for orientation next year.
And found out that the paint shop closed down.
But thank god, we've found another one around that area.
So blessed=D

Activity was okay.
Cadet life would be better.
But the Souvenirs were nice, really.
Say thank you my future cadets!
What to make the next activity?
HAHA.

Then went cheers after activity with Charlie to break fast.
Time spent with them is always so fun.
Then we tricked Shiyu in the end and left her alone at cheers after taking her bag and stuffing it into constance's bag.
LOL!
We are always so fun-loving.

But there's something no one will ever expect.
I caught shiyu in crime!

She is pretending to be a good girl. HAHA.

Her new bag.

Aha! Licking sweet in a bus!

Litterbug! Though I've got no evidence to prove that she left it there.

But she is still the cutest=D

Then it's wendy and me. Our favourite.
Those days when we used to do our favourite action.
But the funniest part is that I thought that shiyu was only taking a picture.
Maintaining that pose was difficult.
HAHA.

Sorry, there's no sound=D
That Loved Day!

2007-10-12T22:40:00.000+08:00

Wednesday

Yo! It's marking day.
So NO School!

Haha. Went for Orienteering training practice at ORCHARD.
HAHA. Not me running though.
So unbelievable when I heard it at first.
But it's the truth!

It was simply FUN FUN FUN.

Then we went Plaza Singapura to get materials for souvenirs for the next year's Part A cadets.
What happened after that it's all up to imaginations!

2007-10-10T10:53:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was love!
No pictures but there's words!

Damn meaningful!
Woke up early in the morning,
and before my eyes could open,
I was at the supermarket helping my grandma carry stuffs.
I AM SUCH A GOOD GIRL RIGHT?

YAY!

Then my sister(yes, the elder one) smsed me and told me that she left her uniform at home,
and ask me if I could bring it to her school.
HAHA.
And nice waihan said YES!
So when I was back home, I immediately put down the things and went to her school.
She was rarely nice too!
We went into her school and she treated me to desert.
YumYum!

Won't people agree that it has been a meaningful day?

2007-10-09T23:36:00.000+08:00

Missed out a lot of posts these days.
Come on, tell me the factors that led to these phenomenon.
1. EXAMS
2. Lazy
3. A bit lost after not blogging for very long
4. Not sure
5. Not sure

So lame.

How should I start this with?
Look at the three posts below.
The updates to my life these days.

2007-10-09T22:44:00.000+08:00

Official Part Outing 2007!
The big thing that took place on 8th october 2007!

Such a nice night!
We ate at Sakura.

And, yes. The food there was really nice.

Just look at how much fun we are all having!

I really love this day.
More of it please?
The next outing would be organised by the cute charlie messenger soon!

And Ryhan please send me the rest of the photos please?
I will be editing the post soon to add more pictures.
Will update my photo album soon also!

Lovesloves.

Also, very important!
Happy Birthday Partner!
I love you a lot a lot GRACIA!
Too bad I don't have the photos we took yet.
Please wait dear.
I LOVE YOU.

2007-10-09T22:23:00.001+08:00

SECRET

The big thing that happened during Finals and got me so distracted.
Eh, what's wrong with me?
HAHA. Who knows?

I went to watch secret randomly when I was studying halfway.
I am such a weird girl.

Luckily I didn't watch secret at the cinemas.
If I did, it would probably had been damn embarrassing if I was seen crying like how I did.
And people might really think I am crazy.

I really wonder how would jay's father continue with his life after jay is gone.
Jay is so selfish!
How could he have left his father behind?
His father was like so old already and he cares a lot about jay.
So tragic, so tragic.

And for a moment, I really thought that the girl was a ghost.
Such a heart wrenching story.
If it was real, and if I was the girl,
I would have told jay the truth.
I wouldn't left him so lost and confused like how he were.
Arh, Whatever!
Why do I care so much? HAHA.

And after watching the wonderful show, I felt like saying something.
"I WANT TO PLAY THE PIANO!"
But sadly, I don't know how to.
It has been my wish since young to learn playing the piano.
But I am not young already.
Waihan is so old!
I've collected my IC already. Sounds old.
Why am I dragging the topic so far away?
HAHA.

That summaries about my secret!
YAY.
Go watch! It's really a great show.
And please go and understand why I cried like hell during the show=D

2007-10-09T21:55:00.000+08:00

EXAMS!!

Super Stressful.
I was not yet making plans and getting myself into the books until the English paper.
For the english paper which was like how long ago,
I did badly.

And passing english was the most important thing to get promoted to secondary four.
Passing English means two more passed subjects to get promoted, but
Failing english requires five more passed subject to get promoted.
my goodness.
How can the the school torture people like that?

Ask me why I know I did badly.
ASK ME!
Oh, it is because Miss Vicky came and tell me not to depend on english anymore and work hard on the rest of the subjects.
So !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And I got so paranoid.
Thinking and planning about how to mug hard and what if I get retained.

No wonder i've got a strand of white hair.

Well, exams are over, and i am NOT going to think about it anymore.

2007-10-08T23:44:00.000+08:00

YO YO YO!
I am back!

Exams tiring, days screwed, food delicious, life fun, studying stressful,
and everything else.

Okay, what am I talking about?
So funny!

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2007-09-20T15:35:00.000+08:00

Sorry no pictures.
I lost my camera.
NO MORE CAMWHORE!!
HAHA! I really feel like laughing a lot at myself=D

Did not go to school today.
So exhausted.
May as well=D Can Study rather than rot in school=D
Yay!

Tomorrow is officially the beginning of the FYEs.
All the best to me.
As long as I believe in myself, I believe that I can do it.

Today was quite a productive day.
I realised my priority and straightened out my thinking.
I should bury all that thinking I am having now.

Give me 18 days.
Will be back here on 8 October, after the last paper.
Please wait for me.

Tired to be always being the one cheering people up.
Now I understand how you people feel.
I am not going to be stupid anymore.
Always thinking so positive that things are eventually going to be the same again.

2007-09-19T23:21:00.000+08:00

Well, I know that it's the truth,
But I better not assume too much=D
After all, I said "maybe".

School has been the same.
Three tests today=D
Stressful but it was very enjoyable.
I think I might be ~~a little~~ crazy. HAHA!

I am not sad or anything.
Just tired, my dear eyelids are just trying to shut my eyeballs in.
Cause my eyeballs had been flirting with the particles bumping into each other in the air.

Actually, from my kind of typing,
It is not hard to tell that I am sleepy from the text I typed, right?
Okay, Whatever.

I really miss someone, badly.

After School, Went to Macs to study with Shiyu=D
Mug+Mug+Mug+ ...
Left Macs at about 9.40p.m.
Quite late.
But it was quite productive!
I Completed the Chinese Composition!
Yay!

To be random again,
This is like how many days ago.
Quite hilarious lah. Lol!
Taken when I just woke up, See! I do post screwed pictures of myself=D

Look at peilin at the background!
The amazing thing is that she did not pose on purpose!
Such a coincidence.

I love today?

2007-09-19T22:55:00.001+08:00

How Should Life be exactly?

Perhaps we all should not even be affected by any of this crap.
What was the purpose of schooling.
What should be placed priority?

Maybe It's all my fault.
Maybe some words aren't meant to be said out.
Maybe things should remain the way it is.
But I had wanted to try to change.
I thought I could change things.
Who would have thought it might be worsened.

Have you ever raised your head up but continued to look straight in front?
There is no need to read between the lines.
That kind of a feeling.
It's really hard to describe.

What's ironic is that it was actually not a mistake from the beginning.
Just that it turned out a mistake in the process.
Sometimes I'd rather the beginning to end.

What would you do when there is a problem unsolved but help is redundant?

Haumi e, hui e, taiki e.

2007-09-17T19:13:00.000+08:00

HEY! Why Are You Here?!?
You Are Supposed to be Studying=D

So worried.
Tell me I won't get retained.
That's hopefully=D

I've got no life man.(like how shiyu says herself=D)
Studying and studying.
After studying then go sleep.
Then wake up to study again.
Why am I doing so much for the Final Years?
But come to think of it, It's once and for all.

School's fine today.
Hopped to the parade square happily today for morning assembly.
Then Ryhan did not come.
It was her shift for Parade Commanding!
Then for the fun of it, I stood in for her.
So dumb! I was refering to myself!
Then I was shivering, and shaking.
So Scary sia!

And after every morning's commanding, people like classmates and others will also give comments.
They said mine was loud and frightening but it has pauses in between, which means it sounds weird.
Then I knew why.
Cause I always use the HQ's way,
Which is the Introductory, Cautionary and Executive.(If I am not wrong=D)
And I made the commanding sounded weird=(
Can be improved=D
Anyway, my real shift is so far away=D

Lessons were alright.
Except that I was Sleeping during Amath.
So terrible. I practically gave up paying attention to him.
I am so bad.

Went home with Wendy and met Senior on the way.
Naughty Shiyu abandoned us=(
She told wendy to make sure that I study hard. HAHA=D
Yes Senior!

Studying time! Again?=(

Perhaps I shouldn't think this way.

2007-09-16T05:16:00.000+08:00

Why is everyone going on a hiatus recently?
Is It like a new trend?
Should I also? Perhaps so.
Cause Being online is a really major distraction.
Though somebody occupies the biggest part of the job of distracting me.
Maybe I should really try to panic a bit.
Cause Things aren't just going work if I remain slacking.

Then I thought of Charlieo7.

(Hey pretty girl sumon! You are added=P Though my photoshop skills really suck alot.)
I will miss them for a big deal.
That's for sure.
Please Don't ask me why I am so random.
I knew things are going to turn out fine, soon.
I just realised that my hair in the past was quite chio.

Why did it end up so screwed now?

It's so late now.
Blame it on that I slept for 20hours that I am unable to sleep now.

Going out with family for branch tomorrow,
Tuition after that at 4.30p.m.
I hope I don't make tuition teacher angry again=D

LovesLoves.

It's when waiting means no more.

2007-09-15T22:35:00.000+08:00

I think Humans wouldn't do a thing like what I did.
Anyone believe that I actually slept for 20hours?
From yesterday 12 midnight to today at 6.p.m.
That amazing.
And no one woke me up, though, that was no surprise.

This 20 hours. I had a lot of dreams.
Heard from eyecandy that when you are dreaming.
It means that your brain is not resting.
Bad isn't it?

Dreams of pleasant things and unpleasant thing as well.
I had one which was damn cute.

This one was on Me and Gracia's beloved Alpha.
Oh, Damn Cute.
It was this dream that made me realised how Blissful it was to be a Part A Nco.

In my dream, I had 21 cadets (I counted!), Not a lot but not little either.
They were all so small and childish.
They were extremely bonded but they didn't listen to me and gracia's orders.
And they were super mean to me.

Then I think I was really mad.
Cause in my dream, it was only the first activity but I was already teaching them about armdrills.
So crazy!

But Just because they were only Part As,
No special restriction and stuff,(though their standard was really bad),
Me and gracia had a lot of fun teaching them stuffs.
It was really hard to get people who knew nothing to get into NC's stuff.

During Nc, They were so active and they had a lot of initiative.
They made me and gracia so proud.

Then the most funniest part is when I was teaching them bersurai, LOL sia,
We had to dismiss them already and we had to teach them about the command.
Then we made them fall in and Gracia said "NCOs watch your front, NCOs sedia!".
LOL! Yes, I know in reality, dear partner wouldn't do this kind of dumb things.
But it was really funny.
Then the most funniest thing is that, I thought it was correct in my dream and I went ahead saying "bersurai".
And our cadets immediately shouted, "Yay! Time to go home!"
They were all so cheerful and noisy.
And we realised the kind of potential that they had.
Then I woke up, smiling to myself.
I must be mad!

However, it's the thing that I am worried most about now.
Didn't people say that dreams were the opposite of life?
So worried, so worried.
Because they were All so Outstanding in my dream.
That I am so afraid now.
See the irony there?

I am really thinking too much aren't I?
I certainly hope so.

Eh, hello girl, it's final years examinations in 5 days time!
I better go mug now.
Or else, I will sure regret that I wasted so much time.
YayYay! Study time=D

2007-09-13T21:44:00.001+08:00

So sweet. So sweet.
For what has happened to me this morning.
Come to think of it, I was that silly.
Something that I received practically made my day.
And please don't ask me why.

I was sleepy+sleepy+sleepy nowadays.
This is my desk. I've Got Neat books right? (It was not supposed to be a good thing though.)

Compare mine with my partner's.

After Activity. So Loved=D
Wendy is really cute!

Oh, Just look at them=D

That's Charlieo7<3 That Messy but yet a beautiful sight=D

And not forgetting the Hans=D

-End Of Photos=D-

Think that everyone should stop convincing me that guys are better.
Miss Vicky told us during English lesson that guys are better.
As for her reasons, it was one ear in and one ear out for me.
Then I went to take the survey on "Human For Sale".
In the survey, we were supposed to fill in our genders.
Of course I would choose female right?
Then they said that for a start, guys would worth more than girls.
Okay, and they continued on the super long article on how guys worth more cash.
Everything was quite acceptable, till they said: "Female librarians earn less than garbagemen"
Well, then they provided reasons for everything and left me dumbfounded.
Oh oh yes. Then if that's so,
Please let me accept.
Cause I will always deny.

For something Random,
Wendy says my hair today was nice=D

Just seen my other oldest post.
Practically hate the way I blogged and think in the past.
But that was me after all.
Will not delete away the posts that was meant as memories.

Looking back at the previous post.
I would like to comment something,
"So Childish!"
Just can't Stand it.
I am supposed to be Satt+Garang!
-signs- but it's waihan, that's why.

She's so Super Rude to us today.
Yes, I know you have your reasons.
But please do respect us.

2007-09-09T19:29:00.001+08:00

I am going Crazy soon! 发疯了! 发疯了！
Lovely Charlieo7 which is my Dear Platoonmates.
Look at them.
They are crazy over Pokemon.
And Beloved Xiangliang Sings The Jigglypuff Song!(Though I often sing with her also=D)

Wow! Amazing right?

Then At Home, My dear sister.
Goes Crazy over Digimon.
And she is currently watching Digimon Savers(which is the new version).

If you were me, will you shout help?

Anyway, Today was a productive day!
Not in study wise, But in Baking wise!
I wasn't a good girl today, only did Chinese and English Homework.
Still left E Math and Physics and some of the others.
However, I learnt how to make Mooncake!
Yay! My Mum taught me how to.
Then we spent the whole Afternoon making Mooncakes.
She is now putting it into the oven.
Hope that it tastes nice=D

Yesterday was Psix Open House at Crescent.
I didn't go.
Some of my cadets might be there!
But I thought that Since there is still a long way to go before they are officially my cadets,
I had better wait=D
Meanwhile, It's all about the preparation that me and gracia are going to do for them!
Yay!

2007-09-08T23:59:00.000+08:00

So Bored, So Bored.
Don't Feel like sleeping, Don't Feel like Studying.
This Should not carry on!
HAHA., Whatever.
I saw something really funny, Look!

LOL! The "This is you!" part was hilarious!
Well, This is the result when I am bored=D

I should go and sleep now, wake up real early tomorrow and hope that I will be a good girl and finish up all my holiday homework!

Anyway, In the Envelop given to me in SSC, the no.3 SSG rank is missing!
It was not even given in the first place.
Why am I so blur? Should have told the nice CLTs who kept asking for people with missing items.
Sad, Sad.
When am I free to go Beach Road to get my rank?

I realised that this world is not fair long ago.
But why must things be like that?
I just don't like things being unfair.

2007-09-08T20:43:00.000+08:00

Please don't scare me!
See what the horoscope on Friendster had written:
Someone you care about is headed for a better future, and news of the imminent departure will cause you to suddenly realize that you care about them more than you ever realized. This is a sad case of 'too little too late', and as much as you would like to wear your heart on your sleeve and share everything you feel with them, this is not wise now. Take this as a lesson for the future: when you are interested in someone, get to know them. Do not assume that they'll always be around.
Scary agree?
But no one had left me!
Perhaps I should not think too much=D!
Though this is an advice that brings no harm in reading it.

I was so bored this morning.
And Gracia+Wendy+Ryhan+Yejing+toonjia has return from NACLI!
Yay!
I was so jealous of them!
Heard that the place they stayed was like that of a hotel and the food was really nice.
So unlike Senior Spec!
~~If not for Senior Spec, I would be there!~~
The above sentence should not be even in my mind! Cause, NCC is LOVED=D
Back to topic!
Then I called wendy and asked her about the things that she and the others did there.
One word summarises it all : "FUN"
But Senior Spec was also!
Am I trying to lie to myself? HAHA.
Chatted with Wendy for more than an hour than realised that it is soon time for tuition.

Tuition was sian.
I think I made my tuition teacher angry again cause I didn't do her homework.
Maybe I should be a more obedient girl and listen to her=D
After all, It is all for my own good right?
HAHA.
I think I am really mean to my tuition teacher.
Cause I always postpone tuition, cancel tuition and never do her work.
So typical of a rebellious and bad girl.
Well, that I know.
I know that studies is way more important than others.
But I don't know why I placed NCC above studies (which is supposedly BAD.)
Okay, Whatever.

What should I do now?

2007-09-07T18:51:00.000+08:00

I can't believe that I actually spent 2 hours stoning.
I just left the tablet on and stare into space.
Wow. It is not short. It's 2 hours.
It's this kind of extend that I am bored to.

I thought of a lot of things.
Spec Course, Senior Spec Course, School(primary+secondary), Homework, Friends, Family, and practically everything under the sun.

Then there was this point of time when I thought of something that I had Found in the NC Room.
I found this stocktaking Record Book that dates as far back to year 1977.
Then I thought that it could be possible because crescent girls' school was founded 50 years ago.
In that old book, I saw many names of my supposed-to-be seniors that I didn't know of.
And it made me think how Crescent Ncc was like last time.
But I thought I didn't have to actually know,
Cause Since our seniors made Crescent Ncc as it is today.
The kind of reputation that we are having right now,
We should not let them down.
We should continue to uphold this kind of spirit.

To say the truth, there was actually this point of time when I gave up looking forward to my imaginary cadets.
Because I know I am not superwoman and my will power is not that strong to withstand the kind of long wait.
It was really a long and endless wait.

However, just look back at our seniors.
Perhaps we should just put in even more effort.
Maybe the reason to seniors' success was being united and putting in their best.
That's when I understand that every single post is important.
Or should I say every single person in Ncc is Important.
We are all very important no matter where we stand.
This is really something that we should not let it fall.
Lets continue working hard to keep it going!

Okay, Yes, and I know that that was random.
I just don't feel like studying.
Though I know that FYE is coming.
And I can't afford to fail any subjects anymore.
My aim, to graduate from secondary three then score well in Os and get to SAJC.
That's like so far far away,
But before I know it, It might just be tomorrow.

HAHA. Stupid waihan! Why are you thinking so far?
Shall go have my Dinner now=D

2007-09-07T14:45:00.000+08:00

Look at this.

His name is Toby=D He loves lying on my bed.

Toby is me and Wendy's product=D (Please don't think wrong!)
You can never guess how we've got Toby.
Wendy allowed me to give him this name.
And he is our hot favourite.

He is pestering me to find Wendy to play with him again.
But wendy's away to Nacli with my partner and others.
How?

He just can't wait.

I am really bored.
And I don't have the mood to study.

I still miss SSC alot.

And everybody there.

Today is Snr Cherie's birthday,
Happy 16th Birthday!!

2007-09-07T02:57:00.000+08:00

Yay! Back home finally!
Coming back home this late is really scary.
and I always get lost at night=D
The taxi driver was quite scary leh!
It was very late already, so I took the initiative to talk to him.
HAHA. But I think he might have found it very weird for me to chat with him,
So he kept quiet, Scary right?
But still, I made it safely back home!

Tonight was so nice.
Although my heels hurt my foot a lot.
Went out with senior for dinner at pizzahut and then for movie.
The food was nice, THANKS A LOT SENIOR=D
Then Nita and Diyana had to be home first.
So XiangLiang, Shiyu, Senior and me went ahead to the cinema at 9.46p.m.
We were running to the cinema like mad (it was really difficult for me as I was wearing heels and skirt.*serves me right*! ) because we were already late for the movie.
Then we all almost fell asleep in the cinema.
But then, to be fair, Ratatouille was really very Funny+ touching+ happy ending.
Watching late night movies at this timing was really my first time.
Again please?

Yeap, going to NCC HQ tommorow morning at Nine.
I hope that I won't be late again, like I am today.
I better never ever be late again.

Sleepyhead waihan got to sleep already!

Anyway, I was really shocked when I got greeted "Staff"during activity.
Hard to accustom was one factor.

2007-09-06T00:58:00.000+08:00

I Am Back!
So tired + Sleepy + exhausted right now.
So before my eye closes, I've got to say quite a lot of things.

Over these few days.
Times where we rush about, felt like sleeping, bored, tensed up and every other thing,
I was grateful for all the new friends that I click well with, and all.
No regrets whatsoever=D

Came back home at 11p.m.(wednesday!)
Cause I'm sure blogger will sure put "Thursday" as the date hah.

Was so late because I had a super long chat with shiyu.
Such a nice chat.
Before that we were chatting in the MRT that we missed the station, so funny!
After that, we took the MRT back to the place we were from and almost missed the station again.
I just think it was so funny.

Anyway, those who went for the NACLE course, GOOD LUCK!
And Gracia hah, update me on how it is!

There's NCC activity later.
All the best to me.
All I want is to go sleep now.
My earphone is seriously spoiled.

I just backspaced a whole stretch of words.
Tell me it is all a misunderstanding.

2007-09-02T20:47:00.000+08:00

The layout is not weird!!
I did it like that=D

Packing the whole morning of the beautiful today=D
HAHA, waihan is using weird words=)

I think my mum is so thoughtful.
She bakes mooncakes leh!
And I underestimated her, cause it really tastes nice.
Feels so fortunate.

My dad is like the opposite=(
He often overestimates himself.
And I don't like that=(
He should change one day.

Why is waihan blogging about such weird things?
HAHA!

Down to the main topic.

I will be Away for some serious business from 3th september to 5th september.
I will be alright=D

My Arms are slightly better already.

This time, it would be much more than honour and glory=D

Oh, I updated the photos at my shutterfly=D

Wth, my earphone is spoiled.

I did this because I know that some words are not meant to be said. It's dicipline. I understand. So sorry.

2007-09-01T12:03:00.000+08:00

Check Out the other Posts Below!!
I updated for Wednesday, Thursday and Friday already!

Waking up in the morning was a difficult task.
Aching here and there, the stiffness everywhere and the sores at the joints.
There, I said it is getting worser as time passes.
I had practically no energy to make myself sit up.
What more to say about washing up and going to school to practice for SSC.

Seriously, I really need understanding.
For the Practice, I had postponed my tuition again.
I really wanted much to go.
But it was all those pain that I would scream when it was in the past that not allowed me to.
I tried, seriously.

That It was even so hard to go take my tablet, sit down and look down to type.
It made me so worried- How am I supposed to win the awards in Senior Specialist Course Then?
How am I supposed to take the Mutuals tests then?
How am I even supposed to go for Senior Specialist Course then?

Senior Specialist course is only the day after tommorow.

Shall go eat Breakfast then practice the mutuals.
Studies, You'll wait.

2007-09-01T11:18:00.000+08:00

_Friday_

Showering in the morning was a hard task cause of my strained neck and soar+weak arms.
Went to School early to practice the Bronte House Mass Dance as we are going to perform it during the Mass Dance later.

Then All my Platoon Mates also went to school early as it was Our Big Day!
We got the NC Room!! YAY!!

Then went back to Practice the Mass Dance.
HAHA. Then Miracle kinda happened, Cause I mastered the dance!!!

So, the Mass Dance began.
As usual, Bronte went first. The kind of spirit we had was Great, simply Great.
Then the other houses went.
The Curie house's formation was nice, all that marching and saluting implemented inside,
Due to xiangliang the weird house leader's Propaganda.
HAHA.
Then Bronte won! YAY!!!
We were kinda scared at first and predicted that Curie might win because their formation was really good.
But, YAY!! And I was Screaming and Screaming and Screaming like a mad woman though my neck really Hurt Alot, Alot...

Then Teachers' Day Celebration Concert Started.
The Concert was Organised really well,
and I was so touched by the one of the performance dedicated to Ms Tan, That I Cried.

Then Bronte Met again to collect the prizes we won and took Pictures=D

And I proceeded to the NC Room(YAY!) to meet the others as we agreed to go ARMY OPEN HOUSE TOGETHER!
Omg! It is not any other random thing, but ARMY OPEN HOUSE!
So excited, so excited!

But before that, we went town to eat lunch first.
HAHA. Then we wanted to be men instead of woman, cause we were really very fickle minded about choosing the place to eat=D
We spent Two hours Choosing the place to eat.
Firstly, we decided on Seoul Garden, then some Indonesia restaurant, Greeks, Republic Foodcourt, and this and that.

So, I was practically stoning when Constance, Wendy, Shiyu, Xiangliang, Diyana, Ziying, Nita were Choosing.
Partly because they were really taking very long and I am fine with anything.
Also partly that my Neck was really Painful+Sore+Stiff+Aching. And It worsen with time.

Finally, We decided on Swensen's. So we went there to eat.
But it was full house, so we had to eat outside. So sad, so sad.
Then we eat and eat and eat.

And we Proceeded to the ARMY OPEN HOUSE!!!!
YAY!!
However, Ziying went home first.
Then the rest of us were Excited+Excited+Excited= EXCITED!!
Or was it only me? HAHA. SURE NOT!!

But at first went we went there. The places we wanted to go to to play+explore had long queues, so we queued and then backed out=(
Though we really wanted very much to play!
Especially TIME CRISIS!!
Then Constance and Wendy were bored and tired, so they went home first.

Then we continued Playing+Exploring more places+Taking lots of photos!
And, It got more fun after that.
Made me wanted so much to join the ARMY more than previously after everything!
We explored the tanks and vehicles and took lots of pictures.
The ARMY so xinku! Poor thing! Training must be tough huh? But Press on!
Serve with Determination! Yay!
Then we continued taking photos and understanding the functions and uses of the vehicles.
And we met this two NSmen, from them, we understand that from the stations that we went to, we could actually get badges! Wtf!(opps!)
HAHA. but the two kind Sirs went to get us the badges and each of us got two although there was twenty badges for the public to collect.

So FUN, so FUN, so Tired but Fulfilling!
Then we Proceeded home=D

Will upload the photos to my shutterfly album soon=D

2007-09-01T10:50:00.000+08:00

_Thursday_

It was such productive day!!
I really paid my fullest attention to every lesson and everything went inside my brain!
YAY!
I completed my Chinese Composition after lessons and handed it up.
Then I went around the school looking for Mr Tham's pigeon hole and handed in the "late for school" letter which was meant for yesterday=D

When I got to the canteen for NC activity,
Everyone was already waiting for me to practice PDS and Freefall, I feel so bad.
So we went to the hall first to get the mats to practice falling first.
It was such a PAINFULpainfulPAINFULpainfulPAINFULpainfulPAINFUL experience,
Seriously.
Like how I was afraid to fall during Standing Broad Jump(Oh yes! To sidetrack for a while, I have gotten Gold for NAPFA test. And it is worth to be excited because this year, I got A for standing broad jump! So rare!)
BACK to TOPIC!
I was also kinda afraid to fall because my knee always bends when I am about to fall.
So sad. And because I was so bad at it, I Had to keep ClappingAndFalling, ClappingAndFalling, ClappingAndFalling, ClappingAndFalling, ClappingAndFalling... ... ...
And it seems like I did ALOTalotALOTalotALOT... ... ...
I made myself so dizzy and had got weak and sore arms right after that.
Then Senior taught us PDS!
It was So Cool!
However at that time I was still feeling so dizzy that although information was not hard to process,
but it was hard to understand the kind of surrounding. Complicated hah?
Then we practiced and practiced.
After that, Gracia and Ryhan taught me the Bronte House Mass Dance,
So, YES, I was really bad at it.

Went home to practice the dance though I have got Sore arms+Weak arms+Stiff neck+Aching muscles.
But I was feeling really unwell that night because I think I ate something wrong.
And also due to my whole aching body, It was hard to sleep.
But still when you are tired, you will just fall asleep=D

2007-09-01T10:35:00.000+08:00

_Wednesday_

Normal School day.
Cannot remember much of the contents.
Woke up as per normal like any other school days but I went to school at 10.40a.m.
So HAHA=D
Then had Social Studies class test right after I went to school.
The test was great!
Probably that we expected what the question would be like already=)
But right after that, something very unusual happened.
There were 38 people present in the class at that time but only 37 scripts were collected.
Then the teacher went on to count the register numbers; make us stand and sit for four times.
During the stand and sit thingy. Our names were all called and we all sat down.
That's funny!
Then after school he made us stay back and count again.

I went to the canteen after that to have my lunch.
Then went for the Bronte house mass dance practice, I was really bad at it=(
When the Mass dance practice was over,
Me, shiyu, xiangliang, diyana, nita got ready our mutuals as Maams are coming.
Then we went on and on with the practice,
And then Shiyu abandoned me and I had to go home on my own=)

2007-08-28T18:35:00.000+08:00

Army Open House 2oo7!!!!! So YAY!
Will be Going On this Friday!!
So excited, so excited=D

Had Activity yesterday.
I was So bored, bored, till partner(gracia) appeared=D
Then we went to discuss some stuff about the new secondary Ones that are coming in with senior at the mass run route road, when a bird shit dropped down from the skies right smacked in front and between me and senior.
So Gross right?
HAHA. Not to think about it anymore=)
After that when we were leaving the school, I saw this cute little snail gliding slowly on the ground to get to the other side. So I though I should be nice and help it get there quick.
Thus, I went to touch the snail's body softly with the leaf and as expected, the snail went back into its shell. Then I pushed it carefully to the other side. Suddenly, Alot of Water came out of the snail's shell! OMG! I was so freaked out. Then I ran and told my platoon mates who were busy doing you know what and only kind constance helped me bring the snail into the bushes=D Then I cried cause I killed a living thingy! HELP HELP!
At the bus stop, THANK YOU GRACIA for praying for me=D i was so worried.
But I learned from this that I Must be more brave=)

Today was an ordinary day=p
Lessons today was okay as it is a short day today.
However partner(sya) was feeling unwell today=(
Get well soon Girl!
Then Went Ibu's class to draw lots for the topics that we are going to be tested during SSC.
Mine was Okay=)
Then Naughty Shiyu and Wendy Tempted me to go eat fishball noodles with them.
So, I Went=DD
It was, well, worth it to be tempted=)
I LOVE the noodles!!
That summaries all!

ARMY OPEN HOUSE!!!

I love the kind of situation today=D

2007-08-25T23:45:00.000+08:00

Campus Superstar two was great.
Still remember last year.
Was cheering "Go hamster, Go!" HAHA.
He won=D
This year, was going "Go Keely, Go!"
She didn't win though, but she was great.
She had done her best already.

Wasn't it all a mistake from a start?

2007-08-25T11:48:00.000+08:00

Got back most of my results yesterday.
Shall not mention it here. Cause it was really bad.
Then went for the senior specialist course briefing after school.
I was practically feeding mozzies there.
Had mosquito bites here and there.
Shifted tuition to tomorrow, not sure if my tuition teacher can make it.
Who cares.
Its not only about my results, how much do you know?
Went to school for Chinese oral this morning.
I was completely not in the mood to take oral.
Was feeling so ~~not~~ nervous.
Then I went up to the teacher to take my oral.
First time ever in my whole life that I read so badly.
Answered the question so badly.
I think I know the reason lies in me.

What's with me once again?

2007-08-23T21:02:00.000+08:00

Why did I even bother to do so much in the first place.

Recently, my mood was ;):(:'(=S=D=O:P=W=C:I=X:Q..#$@%%^*!&~`?><+_=0
Okay, that kinda summarises all.

Tuesday was the end of common test.
Had Orienteering trial run to test the route out.
It was simply fun!
Running with Ibu was certainly nice=)
That is excluding the time we spent finding the route. HAHA.

Wednesday was SCREWDY.( new word I invented hah=D)
Screwdy and lousy because I had nothing to do after school.
And Wendy, Shiyu couldn't go home with me.
So I simply went home and slept.
Forgot to set alarm so I didn't wake up to study.

Thursday, which is today!, isn't very nice either.
I almost fell asleep during Biology.
Then had activity, But I was wearing school uniform cause I thought the lower secondary still had common test and that there was no activity.
So Blur! HAHA, like always=P
So, as usual, I was kinda rotting away with partner and some others.
(Cadets arh, When are you all coming in?
Nevermind! Let's not force things.)
Then I came home and will continue to rot till tomorrow.

Study?
Huh? Oh, I know it is important but i can't get my head in books.
So, Shall plan again next time.
give myself a few days break then study=D

MY Results!
Chinese- 79.5
English - 50
Biology - 16 /50 (fail!)
Chemistry - 17 /40 (fail!)
Why is it so that I always cannot pass Biology?
Chemistry was just Too Bad. Cause I Didn't study.
Chinese was "Only lucky"
English was kinda surprising, cause I only wrote 107 for summary when I was supposed to write 150 words. I thought I would fail summary but I got 14/25. So glad.

How will tommorrow be?

2007-08-20T15:09:00.000+08:00

Three papers in a row.
I was practically trying to struggle with my brain's memory space.
Perhaps the memory space was only 5 MB.
Cause, I really couldn't remember much.
But well, its human okay?!
Simply Crazy.
Biology, so much to memorise.
Geography, so much to understand.
Amath, so much to practice.
I am not blaming, really. Just disappointed in myself.

Tomorrow, Emath and Physics.
Last two paper, SAD!
I really love exams though they are always stressing me out=)

Just have to carry on with reverse time plan for the last day.
Have to go sleep now. Waking up at Eight later.
Hope that then, I can study.
Not like yesterday.

I realised alot of things. I know you wouldn't see these.
Thank you, cause you were the one who taught me to smile.
But now, compare how I treat you and how you treat me.
Sometimes I wish that you can pay a little bit more attention on me.
Or at least just pretend.

2007-08-19T17:10:00.000+08:00

I am so dissapointing.
I've got my sight full of the books but yet my mind is not in it.
I think of every single thing but NOT my books.

Eh, wake up larh dear! GET YOUR HEAD IN YOUR BOOKS!
I seriously don't care if you go burn your books, dump the ashes in the water and drink it.
Just get the knowledge in your brain. STOP THINKING ABOUT DUMB THINGS!

Okay, Whatever.
~~I just updated my shutterfly.~~ Opps! Haven't upload finish yet!
Not new pictures though.
Nothing special is happening recently.
Unless I go and take pictures of my books and exam scripts.
I have been blogging so much recently.
And it goes to show that my mind is really not into the books.

Shall go and FORCE myself to study now.
If I don't come back and blog today, It means that I've succeeded=D

eh,i'vegotnocommentsaboutwhatyousay.sothat'sit.
stopactingasthoughyouareverybiglarh.
wth,whatdoyouthinkyouare?
iseriouslydon'tgiveafuckingdamnaboutyou.
hey,ifthatswhatyouwant,you'veachievedit.
[opps! I am usually very demure:p]

2007-08-19T14:29:00.000+08:00

I can't get my head into the book!
Nothing went inside my goldfish brain(though I am a codfish)!!!!!
Should I go back to the reverse time plan?
Cause dearest xiangliang's doing it.

And at this moment,
I just want to say,
Eh, Gracia and wendy, We need to talk!!
I never talk to the both of you for very long already!
Though we still meet in school everyday.
But thats different okay?
imissyoutwo.
and I mean it.

Let me side track for a while.
Oh. So sorry constance!
I know you are nice and you won't blame me right?
Cause you smsed me at 6 plus and I replied you at 1 am.
HAHA. Say you forgive me, tingting=D
Back to topic!

I NEED TO REPAIR MY TABLET's FAN! (reminded by shiyu=D)
Its damn noisy!
Although I am not really studying, but,
Destroyed my peaceful studying environment!
Well, well,

YEEWAIHAN!WHATMUSTIDOTOMAKEYOUSTUDY!??

2007-08-19T12:58:00.000+08:00

Decided to report to my blog what I am currently doing now=D
Reporting; Reporting.
I am currently studying my Geography!
WHOO!!!!
River Source, Tributaries, River mouth, Distributaries, Drainage basin;
Volume of flow, Speed of flow;
All river processes;
River channel management strategies!
+ Map reading!!!
YAY!!

and drinking the super diluted ice lemon tea + melted ice.
+ Blasting the music on the speakers!
-End of Report-

Should I tell you?

2007-08-17T21:08:00.000+08:00

Oh wtf, can't get to sleep.
Seems like my time reverse plan can't work again.
I can't spoil myself, Ihackcareaboutme.
Shall carry on with the plan.
Since I was given the time to sleep but I didn't cherish it, then that's it.
The plan is carrying on. I am going to start studying at 12 midnight and end tommorrow afternoon.

I think that I am spoiling myself too much. Hate it man.
So sometimes it is good to force myself to do things.
Maybe thats the time when I appreciate common test.
It gives the reason to studying.

This morning I fell asleep in the bathroom while bathing.
Ridiculous hah?
I dreamt that Singapore was a kingdom where kings and princesses exists.
Then this princess came to Crescent to study and the king forced her to join Crescent NCC.
Well, the reason is obvious=D
( Then going by this way she should be me and gracia's cadet right? )
So on this particular activity, in my dream obvious! ,
I saw Shiyu, Wendy, Xiangliang, Ryhan and Nita fighting amongst themselves.
Guess what they were doing?
They fighting for the princess to be under their charge!!! WOW!
And even Nita became rarely Childish.
( I can confirm that such things won't happen in real life. )
Then Diyana appeared so heroine.
She came into sight (of my dream) and asked everyone one to keep quiet.
Then she took the princess away.
And I woke up and continued bathing.
HAHAHAHA.
It's hard to believe hah?

yeewaihan is really becoming crazy.
When are those staffs of the Institute of Mental Health coming to take her away hah?

I LOVE BEING CRAZY!

Hello, stop being so mysterious.
It's not not a big deal, really.
Just a normal daily routine. That's all.
-

2007-08-17T16:19:00.000+08:00

Guess I am really going to fail chemistry.
I know that I can't fail chem.
So super important.
But I was practically like "HUH?" during the whole paper.
I DID STUDY OKAY!
I studied very early and long ago then yesterday was for me to go through concepts.
Then I SLEPT like a log yesterday.
I was supposed to carry out my reverse time plan hah.
To sleep in the afternoon and wake up at 12 midnight to study.
NEVER MIND.

Its no use to talk about it now waihan.
Study the other subjects and make sure that you pass the rest.
EH! GO STUDY NOW!

Yeah. Perhaps that is what I can do to make up for that subject.

Ohshudup! Go go sleep then study tonight!
Make sure you study at least until tommorow afternoon hah!!

YAY!! OFF TO SLEEP THEN STUDY!!!!!

2007-08-16T16:25:00.000+08:00

Please Do Not Leave Your Comments On the Essay Below.
This essay will not be graded.

Literature Essay
Question One is Compulsory.

1) Referring closely to the events that had took place in your day today, comment on how you could have felt throughout the day.

Referring to the events that had took place in my day today, I could have felt like giving up on the tests; mad at myself for being blind; embarrassed; lost when discovered that I didn't bring my pencil case to school; sad when realised that I only written 107 words for my summary; dizzy from reading too much chinese passage; suffocated by the air; sleepy after the busy day; pissed off by funny lishiyu who suggested on buying a clock for my belated birthday and reluctant to start revising for tommorow's Chemistry and Literature tests, throughout the day. Below are the evidences that supports my point.

In the beginning the day, I could have felt embarrassed. I "saw the bus coming but acted demure and walked towards the bus instead of running" and "tripped over the uneven ground". This shows that I could have felt embarrassed as there were people at the bus stop at that point of time staring at me and I had to rush and board the bus which was coming at the same time.

When reaching the school, I could have felt lost when I discovered that I didn't bring my pencil case to school. I zipped open my bad and exclaimed "Eh, Where's my pencil case?","Oh my god! I think I really never bring!" This means that I could have felt lost because today is a common test day and it would be very bad if I do not have my stationaries with me.

During the time when English test ended, I could have felt very sad when I realised that I only written 107 words for my summary. The English script stated "150 words excluding the helping words". This implies that I could have felt very sad because I only written 107 words and this means that I missed out alot of points that are essential for marks.

Halfway through the Chinese paper, I could have felt dizzy from reading the Chinese paper.
The Chinese words I read were like Greek words to me because I was just "scanning through three whole passages in 15 minutes". This shows that I probably could have felt dizzy because it is challenging to scan through three whole passages in 15 minutes and also attempting to answer the questions in the passages.

For the Social Studies paper, I could have felt mad at myself for being blind and not reading the question properly. I mistook "Source E" for "Source D". This shows that I could have felt mad at myself as for the reliability question referring to Source D, I referred to Source E.

After we were dismissed, I could have felt pissed at Shiyu for suggesting to get me a clock for my belated birthday present. Shiyu said " This clock suits you!", "buy for your birthday". This implies that I could have felt pissed at Shiyu as buying a clock as a birthday present means "sending you off in your funeral", which is so TOUCHWOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!

When walking to the bus interchange back home, I could have felt suffocated by the air. The people around me commented" Ey! What's that smell?" and Shiyu commented " Is it a rubbish chute?" This shows that I could have felt sufocated by the air as the rubbish chute was quite nearby.

Lastly, when I reached home, I could have felt sleepy from the busy day and reluctant to revise for my chemistry and literature test tommorow. (there is no evidence to support my point) This shows that I might be just feeling lazy and finding some excuse to not study.

In conclusion, I ould have felt like giving up on the tests; mad at myself for being blind; embarrassed; lost when discovered that I didn't bring my pencil case to school; sad when realised that I only written 107 words for my summary; dizzy from reading too much chinese passage; suffocated by the air; sleepy after the busy day; pissed off by funny lishiyu who suggested on buying a clock for my belated birthday and reluctant to start revising for tommorow's Chemistry and Literature tests, throughout the day.

-The End-

2007-08-16T01:10:00.000+08:00

Hello Birthday Girls, Please refer to the post below!

I am Slacking for this past few days.
Hard to get my head down into books.
Stupid MLG is closed and I cant get access to the Chinese practice worksheet my teacher uploaded for us to practice.

Well, I finished revising for Chinese and now its Social Studies.
Ah, What do I need to study for English huh?
Read the Dictionary ah? HAHA.
Will think about the problem after studying for Social Studies.
After English, Chinese, Social Studies.
It would be Chemistry and Literature tommorrow.
What can I say other than, " Eh, GO STUDY LARH! "
HAHA.

I thought of another method to give me sufficient time to study and concentrate well.
It is called the "reverse time" method.
To carry out this method, You'll have to try to get home early,
then shower, eat, do, whatever you want,
THEN GO SLEEP.
Wake up at about 12midnight then start studying.
YAY! Perfect method?
No one will disturb you in this way=))
Then you can concentrate.

I really wonder if I could concentrate and finish studying.
Good Luck!

2007-08-16T01:03:00.000+08:00

First and most important of all.
HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY EYECANDY!!!
Yes, yes 15 August is an important day hah!
Also, on this day,
HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY SNR FIONA!!!

For Eyecandy,
I know I owe you a present=)
Will give it to you soon!!

For Snr Fiona,
Hope Shiyu won't make you angry so often!!

For both, Stay young and happy always!! YAY!!

2007-08-12T23:05:00.000+08:00

I CONCLUDED.

Being online will kill my heart sooner or later.
That's me.
Always watching GREAT shows before exams.
Then Cannot concentrate on studying.
And now I am going crazy over smile pasta.
I almost changed my blogskin to Smile pasta's just now!
I MUST BE CRAZY!!
Ehh, quick sent this mad woman to the Institute of Mental Health!!

So staying offline is the only option hah?
OMG!!
I SO LOVELOVE NICHOLAS!!! THAT's ALOTALOT!
So, he must be OUT of my sight hah?
HAHA.

So. GOGO study my dearest fish.
I shall stay offline for a few weeks.( I hope I can=D)
YES!! GO STUDY!!!

After exams must go buy Smile Pasta OST!!!
And also must go buy nicholas's new album.
( too bad I missed his autograph session this afternoon hah.)
YAY!
So, GO STUDY!

2007-08-12T21:01:00.000+08:00

Do you know I am still waiting for you to lie to me?

I understand that people should not blog when they are feeling down.
That's why I chose to blog now.
How I wanted to to tell myself ohfuckingdamnit STOPCRYING.

OKAY. FORGET IT.
YEEWAIHAN is not studying.
GO study!
Later I smack you hah!

LaLaLaLaLaLaLa...
Fine!
Will go study now.
ohshudup!

I am still waiting for a Fairytale.

My loves from 微笑Pasta.
-北極星的眼淚
-黃昏曉.
YAY!!

2007-08-12T03:28:00.000+08:00

I am Tired of appearing offline.

_I really need a fairytale.
__I need a promise.
__I need no waiting.
__I need words.
__I need you to go.
__I need a breeze in my dream.
__I need a shooting star.
__I need you to understand.
__I need to speak up.
__I need to go beyond.
__I need to give.
__I need to be selfish.
__I need to crap to someone.
__I need rights.
__I need to dream.
__I need alot of surprises.
__I need to cry.
__I need to avoid.
__I need to rebel.
__I need to break something.
__I need the past.
__I need to be arrogant.
__I need to crop a picture.
__I need a perfect excuse.
__I need that view.
__I need tommorow.
__I need to be dissapointed.
__I need to fly a kite.
__I need to walk on.
__I need to be hurt.
__I need you to be my story.
__I need to go fishing.
__I need the drenched dream to drown.
__I need memories.
__I need the sight of someone.
__I need to escape to the north pole.
__I need to stop arguing.
__I need to predict.
__I need commit mistakes.
__I need to lie.
__I need the act to go on.
__I need to scream.
__I need to fly.
__I need things to be forever.
__I need the trust.
__I need to sing.
__I need to let go of something.
__I need to watch shows.
__I need to do it on purpose.
__I need to confess something.
__I need to be right.
__I need to get drenched in a rain.
__I need to forget.
__I need to concentrate.
__I need to run away.
__I need time to think.
__I need a genuine smile.
__I need to explain why.
__I need to ask why.
_But I stopped asking why Because I think I already knew the answer.

I REALLY NEED TO BE QUIET.
And stop thinking too much?

Go on, its time to sleep.
But I really need a fairytale come true.

2007-08-11T22:33:00.000+08:00

There's a reason I did not turn up this morning.
Please ask me why.

I overslept, how could I?
I woke up only at 2.30 p.m. this afternoon.
So had to stay at home to prepare for tuition and finish tuition's homework.
But why did nobody ask why?

I finished watching 微笑 Pasta today at 2 a.m. this morning.
It was such a great show, funny; fairytale-like; heart-wrenching.
Why can't fairytales happen in real life hah?

Cause, I really need a fairytale.

2007-08-10T16:01:00.000+08:00

I AM SO TRAUMATIZED!!

Went to Lavender there to make my IC early this morning.
It was such a bad experience.
Once you enter that place,
you will feel like you are a liquid particle that is about to turn into a solid particle.
So super packed.

After that went to beach road with my dad to get a drink before going to the golden mile shopping centre opposite to buy a kind of joint medicine for my grandma.
That place is horrid!
Full of weird people who look like gangsters(no offence hah, sorry).
I was really scared.
And, So traumatized.
But, I kinda acted that i was not afraid at all.

WAIHAN!! Grow up.
Don't be a kid!
Watch too much "I kill you, you kill me" those kind of show right?
BE BRAVE!
But i am really scared!

Then, I told my dad to quick bring me leave the place.
Cause, HAHA, i just wanna get out of the place!
Then we passed by beach road again before leaving for home.

THAT PLACE IS SURE COMPLICATED!
I swear I will never go there again, unless I really need to go there or pass by there.
I STILL FEEL TRAUMATIZED NOW.
HELP!

OKAY, ENOUGH OF ALL THIS RUBBISH ALREADY WAIHAN!
GO WATCH YOUR 微笑 PASTA!!
YAY!

We cannot return back to where we started.
It's kinda missed.
But not regreted though.

2007-08-10T04:57:00.000+08:00

ENOUGH is ENOUGH!!
How can i do this kind of things?
How could i?
But i like it=D

HAHA.
I have been watching 微笑 pasta for the whole day of today since morning till now.
And i got scolded. HAHA.
But the show is really nice.
I don't regret getting scolded=D
Oh dear. Waihan is getting crazy!
Dunno why i suddenly thought of watching the show this morning.
So i just did what my thoughts wanted me to do!
Crazy heh?
But seven more episodes to go!
YAY!!
I so love it!
, though i know that i will come to regret it for not using the time to study=D

However there was this part of the show nicholas said, that i don't really agree.
He said that girls has this advantage that when they are in trouble, they just have to cry and people will sympathize with them and help them.
HEH! This is not true!!
Okay, yes i admit that when we are unhappy the first thing we will do is to cry.. but...
That does not mean anything okay?
Okay, WHATEVER.
IGNORE THIS PART.
CAUSE I CAN'T PROVIDE ENOUGH EVIDENCE TO SUPPORT MY POINT.

Anyway SEVEN more episodes to go. YAY!
Should I not sleep and finish watching it?
I am considering!
Cause i am going to make my IC tommorow, so must enough sleep.
BUT..

MOST IMPORTANTLY.
I so love the national day parade just now.
It was really great.
Hah, so when can i join the SAF? I really wanted to.
BACK TO TOPIC!
HAPPY 42th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!
And you know it that I really love you.
You have my support in everything, Singapore.

Oh dear, its already five.
SHALL CONTINUE WATCHING 微笑 PASTA!!

2007-08-08T22:46:00.000+08:00

Hello. I think i am not keeping to my promises.
Why not make it this way?
Once i got the various picture, i will upload it to my shutterfly?
YEAH! Good idea!
However, that is only when i get the full set of pictures for a particular event.
SETTLED! YAY! No need go back to edit posts.

Today.
-There's no place i rather be.

Houses cheer competition_
Bronte Won the upper sec. cheer!!! YAY!
So, we got lots of goodies and a big hamper! HAHA.
I am so proud of you, bronte.

Concert_
After that, concert begins.
It was great.
We practically went mad.
Community singing was the best.
Charlie, thank you for being there.
Let's cherish the one more year we have with each other.

Part Outing!_
We went Vivo to eat after that.
Constance and shiyu then told me a very scary story of the ban mian I was eating. HAHA.
After eating, they were practically aiming and shooting each other with sweets and ice.
Then, we camwhored the whole day.
And, Sat on the dirty ground to chat+ eat+ drink+ continue camwhoring!
We were actually playing some ball games similar to volleyball in Vivo.
However, apparently, some people complained about us.
So we got scolded by the stuck-up security guard.
We shifted position to a more dirtier ground=D
And continued chatting+ eating+ drinking+ continuing to camwhore!
Off to dinner after that, and ended up waiting very long for seats.
Seating down, we played truth or dare. HAHA!
While gracia helped to tie plaits on me and xiangliang's hair.

THEN WE PROCEEDED BACK HOME.
I am really tired now.
Nites.

*The pictures would be uploaded to my shutterfly once it is ready=D

2007-08-07T23:29:00.000+08:00

Still did not get the photos yet, so can't edit yesterday's post.
Will post the photos the next time, most probably.
Today was a sucky Day.
I never ever want to have today to repeat itself again.

Was Late again, not for school, certainly, but obvious.
If this is ever going to happen again, i am just going to hate myself.
School was a sleepyhead for me.
I was practically dozing off during lessons.
I don't know what happen to me.
After lessons, bronte house cheer practice.
GO BRONTE!
YAY, we can do it.
Then dear shiyu accompanied me to queensway and abandoned me at the bus stop.
Wanted to get red FBTs but cant find.
Met huiwei and joanne at first, looking for the same thing.
Then met cassandra, toonjia and her classmates, looking for the same thing also.
Most probably is because tomorrow is national day celebration.
In the end, i got one size bigger. And it was REALLY big.

Was on the way back when i thought of something really random.
I was thinking if i were a guy, i would hate the way girls behaved.(that includes me)
And if i were a girl(DUH!), i would find guys very unbearable.
Like what i said, it was just random thoughts. Pretend that i didnt say it.

Back at home.
Whats wrong with everyone man?
Everyone could just have vanish at that moment.
I chose to be silent.
I avoided the problem thus it was not solved.
But, think again, even though i face the problem, nothing could be changed.
In fact, it might be worse.
I tried it once.
Am i right?

Sometimes i really blame it on having split personalities.

I'm standing here, but what i want is to be over there.
My cadets. When are you all coming. It's really terrible having to wait.
Why did i let myself believe that miracles could happen?

And wishes upon a star just don't come true.
Cause now even i can tell that i confused my feelings with the truth.

Know that,
I am really happy.
If you want it to be that way in the beginning of the end.

2007-08-06T22:54:00.000+08:00

CHARLIE! THANK YOU SO MUCH! <333!

I am just gonna fall in love with charlie.
They are so SWEET.
FIRST, they got people to trick me to the toilet and stay there long.
HAHA. then i was told to sit at the bench.
And i heard people singing "happy birthday"
So. Indeed i was dumb enough.
I SANG ALONG!! Dumb? AHAHA.
Then i realised that it was meant for me.
They are so SWEET.
THANKS FOR ALL THE PRESENTS AND CAKE(with no candles).

THANKS PARTNER!
I LOVE YOU MANY MANY!
Partner's so sweet also. I bet that she was the one who planned the surprise.
THANKS PARTNER! ( Hey partner, i had wanted to post your pictures here, but the sharing folder can't be synchronised, HAHA.)
THUS, AS EXPECTED, I WAS CAMWHORING the whole day! haha.

EVERYTHING IS SO PERFECT WITH CHARLIE<333
HOW MUCH DO I TREASURE EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU.
I LOVE YOU, CHARLIEo7.

In school today-

SLEEPY HEAD ME.
I feel like a sleepy head and i was feeling abit hyperactive though.
I love lessons. But why can't i just pay attention?
I don't know.

During chemistry lesson, IT WAS SO FUN TALKING TO MY CHEM PARTNER!
YAY!
My new Chem name is known as Radium(Ra) now. HAHA.
While my partner's Chem is Chlorine(Cl). HAHAHA.
Funny?
So, as i've promised her;
RADIUM <333s CHLORINE!!

MY NEW CADETS!! HOW ARE ALL OF YOU?
ALL OF YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY MIND EVERY SINGLE DAY.
GOOD LUCK FOR PSLE. SCORE AN A* FOR ALL SUBJECTS! COME CRESCENT AND JOIN NCC. I AM WAITING FOR ALL OF YOU TOGETHER WITH YOUR SGT GRACIA.
I think i kinda side-track again, HAHA.

After the Activity.
Wendy gave me a vacuum cleaner for my birthday. HAHA.
And thanks constance!! For the High School musical soundtrack!
Partner, I LOVE ALL THE PRESENTS THAT YOU GAVE ME!
It was not only one of them. BUT ALL.
HAHA, but i like that metal bookmark the most. Looks so nice that i feel like buying a nice book to go with it. Just to go with it.

Also, not forgetting the previous presents from the others too.
A big THANK YOU.

p.s. i will come back to edit this post or upload photos! YAY!

2007-08-05T00:17:00.000+08:00

Last minute of the end.

THANK YOU EYECANDY!
I misunderstood her.
She is like so nice.
She waited till the last minute and wished me happy birthday.
Cause she said she wanted to be the last.
HAHA.
THANKS!

So, officially,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MS HO!!!
A year older, A little wiser!!
YAY!

2007-08-04T23:42:00.001+08:00

This post is especially addressed to my eyecandy:
Eh you, Mean!
I can forgive you for not giving me a birthday present.
BUT. U HAH. SO MEAN. refuse to wish me happy birthday.
Even animals wishes me happy birthday okay?
Sec one: A BIG BEE BIT ME ON MY FINGER, i was excused from school and i had to be sent to the doctor's.
Sec two: (Am i counted as an animal?) I took lots of photos!(YAY!)
Sec three: A lizard crawled over my feet in school.
AND WHAT ABOUT YOU??
BETTER SAY HAH. A FEW MINUTES LEFT.
Others can don't say, but not you.

2007-08-04T22:32:00.000+08:00

I don't care!! MY BIRTHDAY IS OVER!! YAY!!
It is 050807 now!!! 5th august 07!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MS HO/ MAAM HO!!!!!
I promise you that i will do your homework. Serious.
Be shocked to receive all my homework by monday!!
It would be my best birthday to you, agree?
HAHA, i thought this is what all teachers think.
Anyway, LOVES.
WHAT DID your boyfriend give you hah? HAHA.
Okay, i shall not be a kpo. HAHA.
BUT KNOW THAT, ms ho, you are such a wonderful emath teacher.
Thank you.

Shall, list the things i ate on my birthday.
Since this year is SO not memorable. And i feel bored.
Morning: 1 bread, Heaven and Earth green tea
Lunch: 1 bowl of noodles, Heaven and Earth green tea
Dinner: 1 bar of Hershey's Dark chocolate, A cup of plain water.
I ate so much things lar!!
SUCH A GLUTTON! - hey piggy han! HAHA.

OKAY, shall turn the time back to normal=D
ONE HOUR AND FIFTEEN MINUTES TO MS HO's BIRTHDAY!!

LOOK FORWARD! YAY!

HOWEVER,
One hour and fifteen minutes to the end of my birthday.
I remembered how fun last year's was.
What happened?
BUT, I LOVE STUDYING!!! (serious)
AND I AM HAPPY TO SPEND IT THIS WAY!!
Instill knowledge and more knowledge into my brain.
The perfect present i could ever had received.
And thanks to all the well wishes from ALL.
THANKS ALOT.
LOVES.

Off to study!

2007-08-04T14:57:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY WAS DARLING'S BIRTHDAY.
and i know dear had a marvelous day.
YESTERDAY WAS SNR DEBBIE's birthday.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SENIOR!!

Well, whose birthday is it today?
This is like the most boring birthday i had ever spent in my whole life( at least up till now)

Went to school for bronte house meeting today.
and a lizard sneak onto my feet(of course i screamed)
then did homework with partner.
Wanted to go to dear's house but " i am going out with my mum" dear said.
WELL, i forgive you.
Then on the way back home,
there was this hot guy asking for direction to safra, mt faber.
HE IS SO HOT. ( Almond, don't worry, i will be faithful to you)
REALLY! He is like xiangliang's type, ryhan's type, gracia's type, constance type, ..
Aiyah, everyone's type!
he looks 17 to 18, but the most important thing is that he looks like a NSmen!
ARMY's hot man.
OKAY, enough about that.
And i am back home.
Hours of tuition with my tuition teacher later.
And studying and completing my homework after that.
BORING.
What a unique and a special day?!!
YAY.

(a whole stretch of thanks)
However, Thanks CHERLYN and CONSTANCE!!
You are the first two to give me presents!
LOVES!
and, Thanks PARTNER! i knew you wanted to give today.
But it is alright. blames on my birthday being on a saturday this year.
also, THANKS ryhan, for your post. I look so weird in the pictures hah. I LOVE YOU<3. HANS FOREVER.
THANKS shiyu for your post! although you still put yee waihan in the end. But i am so honoured! LOVES.
THANKS Fadilah for your post! I am so happy that you are my classmate too! thanks maria for washing the fish bowl!!
THANKS to ALL who have wished me too.
Thank you.
-end-

And, also, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SABRINA!
you are a great house captain. LOVES!

Why is recently so many people's birthday? I wonder.
I'm going off. Tuition's starting soon.

p.s. if i can celebrate my birthday with charlie, i will be the happiest on earth( i am not hinting, just thought about it )

2007-08-02T21:18:00.000+08:00

There would be Amath test tommorow!
YAY! i think i am mad.
Who will cheer when she knows there is a test?
ME! though=))

I am super high and happy in class and NC activity today.
I DID NOT FALL ASLEEP IN CLASS TODAY!!
YAY!!
And i smiled when i got back my wednesday test results when i failed two.
HAHAHA!
This is what happens when your mood is good=)
And partner GRACIA TEO made my day in NC today.
She is great.
And gracia, i miss paul, but now that he has a weird colour......
SO please don't mistreat him!
P.S. Caryn might come and kidnap him again!

To be random for a while,
Darling, HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY tommorow.
Look forward to your present!
Dear, remember you are one year older, So be more mature!
If not i will say that i don't know you when we go out together hah...
Also, i know that i am naggy but,
I will Look forward for my present on Saturday. Since you made it so mysterious.
(Who ask me so SWAYlikeATree, birthday on weekend)
I LOVE YOU<333!!

PLEASE DO NOT BE MISTAKEN,
KNOW THAT I AM SO REFINED.

I know by saying this, i will So seem like a bitch.
And i also not like being a female dog.
But, please do not be so vulgar.
And respect people will you?
How i feel like saying the 'b' word.
That's all i want to say.

2007-07-31T23:40:00.000+08:00

"Life is a tragic story to tell"
Realised that i have been saying this recently?
But, this is like So true.

Today, did not see wendy when going to school again.
And you know why.
I Ought to reflect on myself and show more discipline.
What a tragedy.

Oh, Army open house is during september.
Our Army, you're So LOVED by me.

Thank you grandma, for those ALMOND biscuits.
I haven't tried it, but i like the name though...

There is going to be five class test tommorow.
This is such a mad schedule.
If it is meant for our good. It shouldnt be so rush.
Truely.

Shall go rest for an hour then wake up later to study.

2007-07-28T23:00:00.000+08:00

THIS SUMMER IS SO LIKE WINTER!
I just felt like saying that.
Don't you think so?

Had speech day today at school.
I didnt really like how they treated us though.
Working so hard as GOH, but we didnt got a glance.
BUT, at least, WE GOT FEED like pigs.
We were like eating and eating like pigs!
So, the school is forgiven=)
Oh, you, Future School.

I had so much to type.
But now my mind is blank.

[edited]
Being able to carry tables that are weighing like 100 kilograms,
and chairs like 50 kilograms DOES NOT mean that we are not humans.
Okay? You get it pervert?
Being in NCC DOES NOT means that we have no human rights?
Arent we also girls like them?
Stupid pervert.
So, you had better watch it when you see us the next time.

2007-07-25T19:07:00.000+08:00

TODAY HAS NO INCLEMENT!
In fact, i SO love to weather today!
Very cold but cooling.
Moist but i didnt sweat at all for the whole of today.
i thought that it is quite amazing.

For ten days later,
i decided to be humble=)
Shall not be thick-skinned, right shiyu?
I AM HUMBLE=)

OH, had share-a-thought today=)
told some people that my part was short=D
it was really short heh?
Anyway, yejing's part was great. Serious.
i guessed she was really talented to act for that role
(please do not think too much for that sentence above, i don't mean anything else=D)

After School, life's returning to the same boring state.
Went around the whole school looking for mdm Christina Low to take the NACLI forms.
HAHA, funny, then i realised that i could have just called her extension.
So i called and she picked up=)

Then went to the canteen.
promised jessie that i will follow her diet
but, i still didnt, (sorry=C) the food was just too tempting=(
After eating, Ma am Tan approached us
(me, wendy, shiyu, nita, ana, xiangliang)
and told us to be GOH for speech day.
I just thought that it was quite last minute=(
But, however, talented people like CHARLIE, can get things done fast=)
And, me and xiangliang was so jealous that some people can do the slow march!
some people...
HAHA, dont read too much into it!!!
just kidding larh=)
we were quite happy for them although we can't do the march=)
JIAYOU HAH!

CAN I ADD ONE MORE THING?
OUR ARMY The decisive force.

That's all.
Life is simple and carefree. if only you want it that way.

2007-07-24T19:33:00.000+08:00

YEAH! i finally took bus today!!
I so miss seeing and talking to wendy in the bus=)
I saw her today!!

I was super dull in class today.
TIRED larh.
And sad for a particular reason.
It was my fault. I am sorry.

BUT anyway, i learned a new word in literature lesson today.
Inclement=Bad weather!
So suits today's weather hah...

After School,
Went to the canteen to eat two plates of rice.
I am such a glutton=(
Shall go on a diet for the two plates of rice i ate=(
Wendy also ate two plates of rice.
While shiyu ate lots of boiled eggs.
We were weird larh.

We did homework,
but it was so not constructive(sighs).
Shiyu went to eat her dinner after that and we went home.
LIFE IS THAT BORING.

FOR HONOUR AND PASSION!
this show is super nice=)
OUR ARMY the decisive force.
How nice=)
Also, to add to that, I DID NOT LIE TO THE NOODLE!

Okay, to be random,
I have done a research!
GOOD LUCK FOR PSLE!
PSLE officially starts from August.
And by 25 December all primary six would get their results!!
WHOOHOO!! YEAH!!
look forward... ... ...

Anyway,
TOMMOROW is SHARE-A-THOUGHT for my class.
Finally, after this dont have to worry anymore! =)

AND, i forgot to include in yesterday's post that Mr Choy concluded that
fadilah is a bad influence(inside joke heh.)

Well, tommorow is Elementary Maths Test,
luckily not the additional one=)
SMILE!!

2007-07-23T23:09:00.000+08:00

Today was okay!
I was so proud of myself in the morning!
So cheerful and got over everything. Though abit tired=(
The time when i first got greeted was at 09.37! yippee!
I will not be so gay when replying back.

School was abit torturous though, i always thought i loved lessons.
What happened to me today?
i was like practically staring into blank space, and it was ALL THE TIME.
Maybe i was thinking too deeply.

First activity on 23 july!
Was super excited at first.
However, it was quite bored planning and planning only.
Because there was no part there=(
LOOK FORWARD MAN!
Just imagine that they are jumping over a big obstacle(PSLE) just to join NC!!
YEAH!! i should be happy.
GOOD LUCK for your PSLE cadets!! Although I dont know you all yet=)

Have been trying to control my emotions today,
not a successful one, but a little commendable ( claps hand!)!!
Can be improved!!
One day, i will know how to control my tears, laughter, and being sad=(
Although it might be quite hard for such a retarded person like me.
But, I WILL TRY MY BEST!

That is all about today,
but before going off to do my homework, i wanna complain about a taxidriver=(
As, usual, i was late this morning again.
Having spending hundred over for my taxi fares is stupid.
it is like saving money to throw it away. After all, those were my pocket money=(
Not taxi fares given by my parents.
i flagged for a cab, but no cab stopped.
Until at 06.57, a cab stopped.
when i got inside, as usual also, i said "Crescent Girls School, Tanglin Road. Thanks."
But the taxidriver were pretanding to not know what is the place amd kept asking me till it was 06.59. then the driver drove off(without turning on the meter).
I told the taxi driver, but by then it was exactly 07.00, so , he added an extra $2 to the fare.
I AM NOT BEING STINGY HERE!
BUT, PEOPLE LATE ALREADY LORH!!!
Some taxi drivers sucks.
there was one before who drove me to a weird far place when the place i wanted to go is so near.
Shall not talk about them anymore.

HOMEWORK, I AM COMING!

2007-07-22T12:56:00.000+08:00

RECENTLY( i will type that i remembered)

-ROD parade-
held on 2oo72oo7.
-ROD chalet-
held on 2oo72oo7 to 21o72oo7

i hate myself for looking forward.
i hate myself for being nervous and excited and all.
i should dread that day from coming.

CHARLIE o7, we are all alone now.
now, we should use all the things that our past ncos teach us to teach the cadets.
no matter what posts we have got, it really will all make a huge difference.
We got to pick ourselves up and work hard together.

Staff asilah and Sgt christina,
Both of you have been great NCOs, seriously.
I admit, at the begginning,
we might have suspected your capabilities, when we should not have.
AT the end, we were all truly convinced of everything about both.
BOTH OF YOU WERE GREAT.
and both have done more than what a nco could have done for her cadets.
WE LOVE YOU.
i know all the tearing now cant change anything anymore.
so, we have to pick ourselves up and start changing the situation in the unit for the better.

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

Staff asilah, i am sorry.
but i want to tell you that, i did not put up a mask.
you can actually say i have a split personality.
and i cant really control myself at times, seriously.
it might sound weird, but it is true.
the kind of altitude i am showing in nc, i always thought i am showing it in school, the same.
i never knew it was different.
until you told me.
or, i never knew myself well at all.
sometimes i can get so involve with the part, while sometimes, i just wanna stay out of everything.
I am really extremely sorry for making you so confused.
i know i could have done better.
instead of regreting it now.
But i want to say i really have done my best.
but i am truely contented with all that you have given me, truely.
A big THANK YOU i would say.
i know that it is too little.
perhaps giving it all in nc would be what i can do presently for you.
you would forever remain a wonderful staff and a nco in my heart.

Sgt, i am also sorry.
for crying about minor issues during activity.
but all those are really stressing me out.
i often keep most of the things in my heart and not tell others
but sometimes keeping things in my heart for too long will somehow make it unbearable.
and in those kind of situations, when the talk it held.
it is like indirectly asking me to say what that is in my heart.
i know it is inrelevant. because it is about homework.
but, homework is like anything else worth to cry for.
i am truly sorry.
it is really hard to control.
But i will try, i promise.
i will not break the promise this time.

part A NCO.
anyone know that was the post i dread being the most?
i tried controlling my emotions.
during the time the posting was out.
i did not cry at all.
i would like to praise myself for that.
how did i managed to do it?
i seriously dont know.
or perhaps, my emotions are showing too slow,
and thats why i am only showing it now.
But now, i am really contented.
i need no sorry,
Gracia will be there for me.
i believe she will.
i will work well with her.
in the coming days.
WE WILL BE PATIENT AND MAKE SURE NO CADETS WILL QUIT.
CRESCENT WILL BE THE BEST UNIT NEXT YEAR.
CHARLIE o7, WE HAVE TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE.

2007-07-22T12:47:00.000+08:00

RECENTLY( i will type what i remembered)

-SPECIALIST COURSE-
from 18 june to 21 june
i was in bravo o6.

this camp was fun and enriching.
but when i first entered the camp, all that was in my mind was,
TESTS AND TESTS AND AWARDS.

i knew i had to do crescent proud.
Do Staff asilah and Sgt christina proud.
Do CHARLIE o7 proud.

i studied and studied.
Copied notes from every lesson held in the camp.
And showed the best of my standard.
Why?
All i did was just because of the paragraph above.
It was not at all for myself, i can swear.

memories from that camp were great.
lessons learned were great.
it was since then when i realise that i wanted to do something for crescent NCC.

CHARLIE o7, we HAVE to make a difference.

THE CAMP WHERE WE CRIED THE MOST, make the best out of it.

2007-07-22T12:25:00.000+08:00

RECENTLY( i will type what i remembered)

-OUTWARD BOUND SINGAPORE-
went to obs course from 11 june to 15 june.
held at pulau ubin

i was in team armstrong.
at first, i couldnt get used to the place.
it feels so nc like,
quite rushing and expecting you to do things on your own also

But when i begin to get used to the place, i didnt wanted to leave the place
so free of worries.
CHALLENGING, but you had freedom.
TIRING, but it was fun.

It was all about team spirit.
we had kayaking and hiking and camping and cooking.
luckily, i had NCC to teach me about all those.

Armstrong, at the beginning.
we were all so unfamiliar with each other.
But we loved each other still after everything right?
Remember "Success is often a matter of hanging on longer when others have given up"?
i will not forget it.

I LOVE OBS! I LOVE ARMSTRONG!

2007-07-22T12:23:00.000+08:00

See that post on the "last post"?
it is all just a facade.

Leaving blogger for a while to keep me away from unwanted troubles was a good choice.

But, i didnt want to forget all those memories.
That's Why i am back here.

2007-06-01T00:30:00.000+08:00

i've thought over it,
waking up in the middle of the night just to type this paragraph is worth it.

this will be MY LAST POST.

good solution?
instead of letting it dragging on,
settle it once and for all.

Blogging,
sometimes just makes me feel like surrendering.
i will get straight to the point,
Exasperated,
you just dont know when and which of the words you are typing might not be right.
No, no, i am not hinting at anything.
i just felt that way.

LIE LOW from now onwards,
or perhaps,
i was already doing so since beginning of this year.

Good ending?

2007-05-09T20:18:00.000+08:00

"I am not afraid of death, i am just worried that if i am gone, no one will love you as deeply as i do"
i think this quote is so touching!
got it from my current favourite show.

random=))

today was the last paper of mids- A maths=)
i kinda missed exams
and i am super thankful for exams.
thankful for the kind of stress
thankful for the things i have finally got to realise
i love exams=)
yes, i begin to think that i am weird=))
HEE!

went out with finalia and wendy after exams
dont ask us where we went
SECRET!
fine, not really=))
HAHA! but i love today<3

came back home and slacked after that,
found out the ending of my favourite show
sad....
it was not really a happy ending
but, it was quite happy
hard to put it in words.

lots to say,
just that i can't type too much
blogger's problematic=((
signs.....

oh,
dont misunderstand, but
this is the first time i ever felt forced to do this.

2007-05-02T16:46:00.000+08:00

what's up with me?
i suddenly feel like saying:

JIA YOU!!!!
JIA YOU!!!!'

can do it for mids!!

2007-05-02T16:16:00.000+08:00

screwed up chinese paper today. sad.
typed "xiangliang" in the dictionary,
because the word "响亮" slipped off my mind
and. HAHA
i almost laughed during my paper one
xiangliang, your fault larh!
heheh. darling, sorry=))

whats in my mind?
lost count of how many papers more to take
lost count of how many days mids will last

i am just taking exams for the sake of taking exams
why is darling fish like that?

if it was last year,
i would be studying super hard every single night
yes, night.
i cant concentrate in the day, u see.
too noisy

i feel like doing "the curious incident of the dog" again
studying chistopher is the best thing in literature!!!!

i am TOO RANDOM.
cant stand myself. sighs.

i need alot to look for ms ho
tuition teacher's busy=(

i want to be random for a moment
hope wendy can sucessfully help me purchase the pens
and.
i found my diary.\
thus, i read all the memories that i have forgotten
question me.

WHO KILLED FISHY!?!?!?!
CONFESS!!
sorry, too into "curious incident of the dog"...

i am in the state of madness..
help!

i feel like smacking christopher,
he's too innocent and cute. sighs.
can i be christopher? please.
but dont call me christopher. the name dont suit me at all.

i want to be like christopher
if only.

2007-04-25T18:22:00.000+08:00

miss Li!!!! i need your help!!
LOL! missed biology lesson for that
i did not regret it
but i want to make up for the knowledge
,that ms li has instilled in our class's minds

hee, serves me right
in the end, i might have lost more trust
maybe i used the wrong words
but if i dont say it out, ....

i typed alot just now
and i pressed the 'backspace' button for about 4 to 5 seconds
i just thought that some things are not meant to be written here

just got home
was waiting to fetch my sister just now
heh, nice?
realised yejing left me one missed call
thanks for your concern darling=)

i seriously need to clarify
but i am not good with words
how should i put it?
sighs.

since it was raining
i had wanted to go for a run
get drenched and go home to sleep
but realised that i had better not
mids are coming
this friday
dont fall sick and dui bu qi myself.

i am kinda worried for myself
but when things are not solved,
i find it hard to continue with my normal life.

the words below are just random rants=)

anyway
i still love eyecandy
but we kinda drifted since then
how i miss those days.

i read her blog over and over again
then i recalled what was the reason that i eyecandy her
i admire her a lot because of her courage
she was ever ready to overcome anything
she might not be perfect
but at least, she tried her best

beside her, i see all the difficulties she faces
and see how she overcomes them one by one
through her sheer determination
she is not an angel
she do give up sometimes
but at least, she faces them in the end

and i will be like her.

2007-04-24T17:37:00.000+08:00

a sudden urge to blog

today was okay=))
bread plan worked out well,
tuna light was nice although it was in chunks=))
ice lemon tea turn out refreshing=))
the bread was nice too!!
thanks to yejing for making the plan work!!
i was just enjoying the fruits of her labour=))
tee hee!!!

mr choy was nicer to me today
he taught me how to do a question on log=))
although in the end i still dunno how to do,
at least he did spend some effort on teaching me.
the rest, i can solve myself=))
i like him yet he is mean to me

ms ho was also nice to our class today!!
she gave us a maths test to get us prepared for mids
i like her alot, as in, in terms of studies=))
she is a super good teacher!!!

mrs yeo is also a good teacher,
she might seem very soft spoken
but she can be fierce too!!
but, can see that she is very concerned about us.
she gone through alot of geog past year papers with us!!!

ms lau was great too!!
she always chases us for our homework
haha
ok, and i know that i owe her alot of assignments too
i will try to finish it, i promise=))

after lessons, had lunch with wendy
and jessie was pestering me for my ezlink card
actually, it was nothing special, truthfully.
it just looks like the normal me.
but i just find it fun that she pesters me for it.

lunch ended, went back to wendy's class
my bag was there=))
then went down.
whatever wanted to be solved might not be solved
at least it was tried
leave it till that day then
hope that all will turn up.

i also wanted to say something,
but it is already over.
should i?

what about tommorow's story?

2007-04-20T20:10:00.000+08:00

i am a happy girl!!!
i am happy so thats why i admit that i am such a emo girl=)
however, what matters is that i am a happy girl now!!

how can one not feel happy when:
-teachers pester me to hand in homework!!
-my wonderful partner, syafiqah, tells me that she is high everyday!!!
-i am loved by yejing!!!
-wendy cheers me up by telling me lame jokes!!!
-talking to xiangliang!!!!
-constance giving me a cute piggy mirror!!!
-cherlyn joking that she dont forgive me!!!
-kaiqi being super nice to me!!!
-jessie's screams!!!
-seeing gracia darling!!!
-saying hello to nita, ibu!!!
-chatting with diyana!!!
-hugging ryhan!!!
-shiyu giving me a 'dao' look!!!
-smile with a sily look to toonjia!!!
-talking about bimbo day with finalia!!!
-staring at fadilah in class!!!
-theresa talking to me about some weird physics logic!!!
-talking crap to ziying!!!
-acting stupid in front of ms ho!!!
-joking with ms tan!!!
-mr choy making me angry!!!
-ms loo saying that my bottle is 'sua ku'!!!
-dentist saying that my teeth is in a very good condition!!!
-mrs leow laughing with me!!!
-ms lim willing to change tuition to sunday!!!
-talking to grandma when i reached home!!!
-jie sharing with me her life in school!!!
-younger sis asking me how to do her homework!!!
-i finished my trigonometry worksheet!!!
-my msn nick cant be changed( no '!!' for this)
-i might be changing a new blog skin!!!
-i have silver(tablet) and blink(phone) with me!!!
-my blog post published successfully!

all this happenings already summarises my week!!
thus, to all, LOVES!!!!!!

p.s. sorry, if i missed out anyone that had cheered my day up.
do tell me if i missed your name out, SORRY and LOVES too=))

2007-04-16T00:14:00.000+08:00

before everything,
i feel the need to clarify that i am not from IMH.

YES, i am not happy
i am troubled
i shall not pretend to be happy anymore
come on, FACE IT!!!
FACE IT!!!
FACE IT!!!
but why is it so that stupid waihan just cant face the fact
WHY?

ok, ignore the paragraph above.
i am just feeling a little mad
HAHA- i am still not facing the fact.

i am like living in a world with insanity
i feel like i am crazy
just what am i thinking?

NO, i am not being emo.
its just all true, and
NO, i am not trying to speak CHIMology

random it may be
but i need my coffee although i hate it

must NOT sleep tonight
i feel that instead of avoiding it
i should face it
facing my pile of homework everyday
why dont i just try to do as much as i can?

why am i so stupid to take 10 subjects?
can i be smarter to take 9?

come on dead fish, though u cant swim
try to float
cause at least u have a chance of survival
to at least breathe when you are feeling breathless...

it may sound stupid
but thats what i always wanted to tell myself

anyway,
when i feel like giving it all up,
i will tell myself,
i know that life sucks, but NO, dont take drugs.

oh, and i will not give up
cause ms ho told me not to during maths lesson
so, NO, NO, NO
dont ever tell me to give up
cause i won't.

and yes, that matter is adding to my stress
but, we CAN all solve it together.
cause i have faith in us.
lets believe that everything is for our own good
its for bringing out our fighting spirt
yes.

2007-04-13T23:59:00.000+08:00

i am finally updating again.
i dont know whats up with today
it is unforgettable.
yet i feel empty after all the fun.

whats with today?
is it because its friday 13?

my eye is feeling dry and swollen.
and i dont wanna talk about it again.
PRESERVERANCE is perharps what we need.
EFFORT might be another element.

why am i so chim today?
i dunno.
i guessed i am exhausted, from everything
thats why.

i tell myself, u are everything i need

2007-03-10T10:49:00.000+08:00

how's my life recently??
STUDIES!!!!!!!
hahah, so out of topic
anw, i am RANDOM!!!!

ok, seriously, i am into studying recently
mugging and sleeping, sleeping and mugging
ok, how did sleeping came into the picture?
hahah, RANDOM!!!

ok, how's my life range shooting?
i can only say, i am dissapointed in myself.

ok, how's my common test results?
urmm... bad....

ok, how am i feeling now?
fine=))
except that one week ago,
i watched hanakimi's last epi on ppstream
and....... the ending is so......

ok, what am i going to do for this holidays??
ALOT OF THINGS!!!!
i shall begin to describe the ALOT OF THINGS!

firstly, all the holiday hw of the various subjects
TEN subjects ok???? super tough
ok, larh, not so kua zhang, coz some subjects no hol hw

secondly, i am going for mt ophir expetition!!!!
this is the thing i am very excited about=))
it is actually from monday to thursday
which is 12 march to 15 march
but have to report to hq by 11 march sunday at seven
it is in malaysia!! haha, i have never tried going overseas
without my family=))

and, if anything happens to me.........
this might be my last post, treasure it....
TOUCHWOOD LARH!!!!!
hahah, RANDOM AGAIN!!!

thirdly, i am going for ncc camp!!!!
but the thing is that it is from thursday to saturday
which is 15 march to 17 march
and it clashes with the expetition
but nevermind, being busy and tired is nice=))
I LIKE!!!!!

COZ I AM RANDOM!!!!!

MARCH HOLS JIAYOU!!!!!

I CAN DO IT!!!

wait!!! before i end off this post,
I AM STILL NOT OVER HANA KIMI!!!!

2007-02-25T23:11:00.001+08:00

i decided to post three random posts today
haha, coz i havent blog for ages
anw HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!
ok, it is not belated yet, coz chinese new yr last for 15 days
the other two posts is up=))

so shall continue to mug for the common tests!!!

oh, and, there is live range on 2 march
have to get ear plugs

this are the details for bravo(so others dun have to see):
there is shooting practice at safra after common test on tues, 27 feb.
fall in at 11.55 at foyer wif contigent shirt and slacks.
leave class at 11.45, 10 minutes before fall in time to buy food!!!.
the shooting practice will end at 3.30.
those who have consultation after ur common test, tell me=))

2007-02-25T13:50:00.000+08:00

~this post is for the day i went to tiong wif annabel and cherlyn~

coz i promised them that i will blog
ok, no pictures fot this post coz i did not bring my cam
however, i can describe!!

ok, after common test that day
have maths extra lesson
den biology extra lessons
then xiao zhong zhong who is annabel
was attending the same bio lesson as us=))

haha, then they wanted to go tiong,
so i tagged along!!
coz i wanted to buy nail polish removal
but in the end in bought alot of things....

so this is what had happened
haha, we were walking to the mrt station after lessons
then they were toking abt some very confusing things
haha, i think they are so funny
yup, then we went to shop!!!!
ok, i bought my nail polish removal already!!!
haha!!! and it is pink, strawberry scented=))
then we went to morethan words to buy ** ********
which is meant for surprises for ppl=))
annabel was looking for ***** which is also meant for surprises
haha, she is so thoughtful=))
cherlyn brought a minnie mouse liquid for me!!
and i bought a green dunno wad string for her=))
i also bought a black dunna wad string for eyecandy!!
then i gave annabel a jian mian li also, haha=))
ok, then... we shop and shop and shop=))

after that we went bk to settle some things

and this is our day!!!!

2007-02-25T12:28:00.000+08:00

~this post is on the day i went out with shiyu and wendy~

ok, hahaha, is like i promise shiyu and wendy
that i would blog right after that day
but now it is like long long later already...

went out shopping with them at a random place
for shiyu's new clothes and wendy's ...

here's some random pictures:

ate at coffee bean first

this is wendy-- she is looking at the drink

this is shiyu-- she act cool only

then we went shopping
.....

then we went ps to eat
this is me!!! (ok, i admit i look like the status i posed wif)

this is our food=))

and this is our day!!!!
we all enjoyed it!!
[ok, and why does this post sound so primary school's composition?]